"It has been ten whole months,Tae . Ten whole months since BTS's house of cards crumbled. In front of the world ,we were still the perfect family but in the four walls ,we had started to break apart .Also,ten months ,since your last happy day and even if we deny ,ours also ."
Jimin continue to converse with the Tae plushie. It has been hard for the six when Tae decided to go home rather than stay in the dorm trying to recover his memory . It is also a fact that they didn't try much to make him stay back because it's like giving medicine to feel pain again .
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Sitting outside slowly stroking the fur of Soonshim, Tae watches the heavy rain with a dazed expression .
Before ten months ,on December 29th ,the day when he took the decision to finally lay the weight of his shoulders . The day he made a promise to himself that he would unveil his cloak on his special day,Dec 30th .
The worst decision and promise he made to himself in his life .
He don't know whether the pain would have been less if he hadn't chosen his special day . It hurts till today as the day had to be a long forgotten memory but it isn't . The day is memorable more than any other day since it's a memory of happiness which only tear up his wounds once again. Irony ,a day which once filled him with hope is burning him as it became his past. All it took was the next day to realise it was his last happy day. These days when he think about his members all he feel is void.
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December 29
The day was more hectic as it was almost end to an year . It was full of busy packed schedules of concerts and photo shoots .Tae could feel the heavy pressure and the simmering headache seems to only add fuel to the fire. He tried to ignore it by pressing his hand onto his forehead . The exhaustion was pushing him and made him close his eyes . Just like that ,he could feel smooth sensation in his forehead and he was greeted by his best friend.
"Jimin-ah you don't have to do this . You are also tired like me and may be even more ."
He was greeted by a warm smile and a reply which melted his heart .
"You are my soul mate,the other half of my soul .Easing my other half will only give me joy. You are never tired for your loved ones ,isn't that what you always say ?"
He could feel his eyes brimming with tears and all of a sudden he was circled by the rest of the members .
"Jimin is right , Tae. You know we are one and we will be there for each other through ups and downs."
He felt content knowing the warmth and felt guilty for hiding the truth for too long . Breaking the silent warmth ,a commotion was heard .
They moved to the source to find a verbal fight between some of their fans.
"You filth ,stay away from my friend ."
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"Kook "
He turned his attention towards his Jin hyung.
"What are you thinking,Kook?"
"Remember the fight which happened on Dec 29"
No one forgot the day ,the last happy day and the very next day was Tae's beginning of the journey of his misery.
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FanfictionTae decided to reveal the secret to his second family which only his family knows. But it turned out that the people who promised him to be with in every situation was not keen in keeping promise this time ......... WARNING: slow updates..
