No I don't want to talk about your new girl. No I don't want to be your confidant about her. No I don't want to hear about how you guys are.
No I don't want to see pictures. No I don't want to hear stories. No I don't want to be a comparison. No. Just no.
I hate seeing you with her. Or anyone. The thought of you being with someone else. Kissing someone else. Holding someone else. Touching someone else. Kills me inside. But it's what I have to deal with.
I don't want to be your friend. If I wanted that I wouldn't have went out with you. I don't want to laugh and joke and act like we are okay. I don't want this facade so that you feel better.
But because of the person I am, I will be all of that for you. I hate myself for it, but I still love you.
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Love Letters to You
RomanceI miss you. I miss being in your arms. I miss looking in your eyes and seeing how much you love me. I miss hearing your voice. I miss your kisses and how they hold more love than anyone can muster up. I could keep going but just know, I miss you so...
