There are some things in life that we as people find really hard. Tests, accomplishments, etc. To us, these things seem like our deepest hardship. To me, however, my deepest hardship is getting over you. Watching you be with someone else wishing it was me. Thinking of all the things you do with her that you should be doing with me. The things you say to her that you should ONLY say to me. These things.....these things are hard.
All I want to do is hold you and tell you how much I love you and kiss you and make love to you and then fuck you all throughout the night. Listen to you tell me all about your day and not care if you don't ask me about mine. All I want is you. I always put my feelings out on the line for you because that's just what I do.
Due to circumstances, I now have to bury everything I feel. I will smile with you and listen to how happy you are. Watch you love someone else while I sit here and love you. Watching you from a distance knowing that no one will ever love you like I love you. But, due to circumstances, I will close my love off and open myself up to just be your friend. Until the day I can say "I Love You" again.....or if that day never comes, I can at least say I got to love you.
YOU ARE READING
Love Letters to You
RomantizmI miss you. I miss being in your arms. I miss looking in your eyes and seeing how much you love me. I miss hearing your voice. I miss your kisses and how they hold more love than anyone can muster up. I could keep going but just know, I miss you so...