There's some advice that you can't get from everyone. Some people give it in different forms but it takes the right form to resonate with you and finally make you change yourself and your life. Because of this form, I stepped back and evaluated EVERYTHING.
This does not mean I won't hurt anymore. This means that hurting will begin to subside easier and easier day by day.
Looking back, we were perfect. It was like a fairy tale. Everyone wanted to be us. We had plans to get married, have kids, live happily ever after watching each other grow older but never falling out of love. Still seeing each other as the most beautiful woman in the world. Hell, you even proposed early. Wrote me song and I wrote some for you. The love was genuine. The way we looked at each other was earth shattering and each kiss made me go weak at the knees. All of this was real but all of this has ended.
Looking at things that transpired, stories don't add up and things just don't make sense. That's okay. It took a lot in me to come to this point. No more blaming. Accepting it for what it really is. So I forgive you. For every lie. For every half true story. For every broken promise. For every mystery and suspicion that entered my head about you. I forgive you; but not for you. I forgive you for me. Because without forgiveness I would dwell and dwelling would kill me. So I forgive you. I forgive you because I love you. I forgive you because we both need to be happy. So, yes, I forgive you.
*deep exhale* forgiveness.
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Love Letters to You
RomanceI miss you. I miss being in your arms. I miss looking in your eyes and seeing how much you love me. I miss hearing your voice. I miss your kisses and how they hold more love than anyone can muster up. I could keep going but just know, I miss you so...
