Luke's POV:
I can't believe it. I heard everything, I saw those faint pink marks on Sams beautiful wrists. I came out to get some water then I heard her angelic voice and I stopped to listen. I heard Ashton coming so I hid so I wouldn't be spotted by any of them. When she admitted to Ashton that she used to self harm I was shocked, I could never imagine Sam doing that to herself.
I wish I could have been there for her so she wouldn't have done that to her beautiful skin.
I never thought Sam would have done such a terrible thing to herself. She doesn't deserve any of the pain that she has dealt with for God knows how long.
Everyone has a breaking point but I never thought Sam was that broken.
I'm going to fix her.
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Sams POV: I woke up laying on the couch in the front of the bus with my guitar and song book scattered around me.
I thought about what happened last night. I can't believe I told Ashton that. Now watch any minute Calum is going to walk in and yell at me and scream and ask me why I did it. Even if Ashton promised he wouldn't tell I still don't fully trust him.
But Calum didn't come in or yell at me and after this I felt a little bit better.
I shook my head sighing and stood up. I walked to my bunk and grabbed an outfit out of my suitcase for the day, then I hurried to the bathroom to take a shower and get ready and practice for the concert later.
Usually when I shower I think about life and it's meaning and just all this stuff I don't have time to think about when I'm at school or out with friends.
But today all I could think about was Luke and his beautiful blue eyes that popped, and his cheeky smile, and his messy blonde hair, and how he has the cutest laugh ever.
After about fifteen minutes I got out and put on my outfit and doing my makeup, leaving my hair to air dry.
Then I walked back to my bunk and grabbed my song book and guitar and I started writing a new song to sing when I open up for the boys later.
I tried to write something fun and about just hanging out and having fun but it always just came back to Luke. I've written so many songs that were inspired by him these past few days. He's been my driving force and he helps me without even knowing it.
Oh God what this boy does to me,
I need him in my life.
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A/N: OMG GUYS IM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN LIKE 90133747222736273 YEARS!!! IVE JUST BEEN SO BUSY AND I KNOW THATS A STUPID EXCUSE BUT ITS THE TRUTH AND IF I COULD HVE WRITTEN SOMETHING I WOULD HAVE..alright well enjoy and thank you so much for the total of 1k reads on my whole story..it means a lot tbh ilysm guys
