You Should Have Chosen me

Chapter 11

The plane ride back was awkward-- wait, awkward wouldn't even be fit to describe it. Logan tapped away on his laptop and I didn't know what else to do since Anthony was asleep so I decided to watch the movie I wanted. I could feel him look up from his laptop once in a while and stare, but he wouldn't say anything.

When the plane landed he swiftly collected his stuff, grabbed his coat and gave me a nod and got off.

"Oh, so I guess things are weird after yesterday night huh?" the lump from the sofa looked at me.

"What? What happened?" I asked.

"Never mind, just get back home and rest and be normal. I'll see you later." I did as he said. But I didn't go home. I went over to one of the angel's house and had some good spa time. When it was late at night, close to 12, I finally reached my place and as I passed his door, I couldn't help but wonder what he was doing.

I was busy buying my new sound system for my mini theatre when the door bell rang. I wasn't expecting anyone. Not even Anthony cause he was busy doing stuff for me. I swung the door open without even peeping through the hole. Of course, it was Logan. It had to be him when I was just dressed in the stupidest outfit ever. That being shorts which were too short and an oversized Knicks jersey.

"Oh.. Hey. Hope I wasn't intruding or anything." he said scratching the back of his neck.

" No, no your not. Come on in." we walked into the living room and sat down.

" So, the reason I came was to just give you a heads up that I'm throwing a mini party later. It might get a little noisy." he fidgeted with my throw pillows.

I didn't know if I should be feeling insulted that he didn't even invite me to the party. After all, I was his neighbor. A jealous neighbor that is.

" Yea sure... Thanks for letting me ok now. I'll just head out somewhere then."

" You're actually invited. I'm not that mean to not invite you " he laughed.

Ok, I was feeling like a total idiot for that thought earlier.

" You sure about it? What kind of party is it though?"

" Very sure. My best friend's party actually. Remember John?"

" How can I not? I mean not like -- You know what, forget I said anything. I'll be there but I doubt he would remember me or anything." I mumbled like an idiot. I had a crush on John and Logan back in the day. John was good looking just as Logan was but not so much of a player.

He laughed at what I had said. " Well, you should come most of the people from high school will be there."

My face dropped at that statement and he noticed it. Going for the party meant going back to the past and seeing the people that made my life a living hell.

" Shit I'm really sorry Tati. I completely understand that if you don't want to." he stood up and I followed to the door and showed him out.

" If you decide to, it starts at 8. " I was still quiet and remained quiet till I shut the door. Was it really worth it to go? Was I ready to face the demons of the past?

I guess I was.

LOGAN P.O.V

When I mentioned John's name, there was a sudden spark that made her sit up more upright. I guess she had a thing for him. John was my right-hand man and he was coming back from London and it was also his birthday. When my parents had come up with the whole engagement thing back then, John was the only one he hit me on the head for not acting like a gentleman and saying no in a proper way. Heck, he even hit my head harder when he heard my comment to Tati.