Eruri Short Stories

Is this the end?

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Is This The End?
Modern Eruri
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It was a chilly night in Japan as for usual. Erwin had left me after a fight we had. He probably went to drink. That's where he usually goes. I just stayed home cleaning away the pain. I closed my eyes tightly and stopped wiping down the table just letting my hand stay there. Tears filled my eyes and when I opened them they fell onto the tabletop. My breath was shaky and I turned leaning my slim body against the wooden dining table. My thoughts were on that fight. It was the worst one we had. I thought I'll lose him for good.

The Fight (Small Flashback)
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Erwin had returned home taking his jacket off and setting it on the coat rack. I was comfortable in my fluffy red chair reading with a cup of tea on the small table beside me. The blond walked over and kissed me making me jump up slightly in surprise. I kissed back but pulled away to glare playfully.
"How was work?" I broke the silence and the taller man just nodded that it was good. "You know you have to speak to me if something isn't right. I can help." I set my book aside and stood looking up at the commander.
"I know but.. I can't tell you." He turned away from me and walked toward the room.
"Erwin.. Please. I tell you about my job because you want me to. Did you get fired? Have a fight with an employee? Talk to me."
"I said I can't!!" Erwin snapped and that made me flinch taking a step back. I put my hands on my hips and looked toward the window.
"The others have their lives right now and we have ours. I know you're older and want space. I get it but you know how I am." I walked over and hesitantly put my hand on his shoulder.
"I know.. I'm sorry." His phone rang and he pulled away to answer it. Sounded like a woman was on the other line. I frowned and walked out of the room. When that phone call was done, Erwin was getting ready to leave again.
"She must be a beauty for you to be in such a hurry." I snapped and looked over to the blond.
"Its not like that Levi. Her husband is abusive and she needs someone to talk to." His icey blue eyes looked into mine.
"I don't believe that. We are married. Did you forget?" I was wiping down a steak knife in the kitchen. The dishes did need tended to.
"I didn't forget but you don't need to act like a wife concerned about her husband cheating."
My eyes narrowed and I took a step forward. "I did not accuse you of cheating. So don't even go there!" I raised my voice and slammed my hand on the counter. Erwin was surprised at my quick response.
"You kinda are if you're getting jealous of me going to see a friend." He responded crossing his arms.
"If she's just a friend.. Where's your ring?" I had caught his wedding ring wasn't on his finger when he was crossing his arms.
The commander froze and looked away. "I didn't want to lose it."
"It fits your finger fine. You won't lose it. Am I not fucking enough for you? That you have to fucking take of the ring and hide the fact your married to a married woman! You proposed to me? Remember? If you didn't want this, why lead me on?!" My temper was picking up now. I gripped the hilt of the knife and looked down closing my eyes. "I try to make you happy... I do try." My voice lowered.
He laid his hands on the side of my face and I pulled away. "Don't touch me. Go see that bitch. Don't expect me to be here when you get back."
Erwin backed away. "I don't have to..." I cut him off when I threw the knife at the wall. It embedded into the material close to his head.
"I said go." I walked to our room slid the screened based door shut making it slam. The commander looked down and took the knife out of the wall. He set it on the counter and took off.

(Flashback over)

Instead of going to that girl, he just went to the bar down the street.
Erwin sat on a bar stool and lifted his glass of whiskey. He took a drink and ran his free hand through his hair. The commander frowned and closed his eyes. He set the glass down and pulled out his golden ring while thinking about what I said before putting it back on his finger. He looked around and decided to finish his glass. He paid and stood grabbing his coat and walking out of the bar. I had went back to cleaning after I let out some tears. I know I told him I won't be here but... I also know I didn't mean it. I was just mad.
I heard a key enter the lock and I stayed sitting on the floor with the cleaning supplies at my side. I looked to the floor and winced. My knuckles were bruised from hitting the wall. One of bleeding and me cleaning didn't help it.
The door opened and Erwin stepped inside hanging his coat up. He noticed me on the floor and went to my side.
"Levi.." He pulled me close and held his arms around me tightly. He was crying. "I'm so sorry.. I shouldn't of done that to you... Please don't leave me...."
I listened to him talk before wrapping my own arms around him. I couldn't help but cry with him. Our fights were usually small ones that were over stupid things like me yelling because he didn't do dishes or something. This was the bad one.
"I won't leave you.. I promised to stay with you through whatever happens to us. I can't break that." I spoke up after I had calmed down from the crying. He pulled away and I wiped his tears and he wiped mine. I softly giggled and looked at him. He noticed my knuckles and stood walking to get the first aid. He returned and took my hands in his starting to wrap them.
"There's no need for that. Only hurts when I move them."
Erwin ignored my lie and looked at me when he was done. "You need to be careful." I nodded and he pulled me to my feet gently. I looked up at him and took a breath before pulling him by his shirt to make our lips touch. He didn't mind. He pinned me against the wall and lifted me up as we kissed. I wrapped my legs around his waist and slid my fingers through his hair. His hands glided up my back and the kiss broke so he can trail bites down my neck. I bit my lip and closed my eyes letting out a small moan. He turned and laid me down on the dining table. I blushed and tugged softly on his hair.
"I just cleaned this." I mumbled playfully.
"Oh yeah? Well you missed a spot." He whispered against my ear.
"Where?" I questioned and he pushed himself against me making me moan softly.
"There." He smirked and my face flushed.
"Jackass." I muttered.
"I love you too, Levi-Chan." He bit my collarbone and I looked away.
"I love you. Don't call me that." I kissed the top of his head. "Senpai." I spoke after a small pause in a whisper. He did hear me and a grinned formed.
"Senpai? I like where this is going." He looked down at me.
"I... I didn't say that." I covered my face and groans softly. He chuckled and uncovered my face pinning my arms over my head.
"You did too." He held my gaze and I only scoffed softly.
"Fine. I did say it. So what. You're older."
He shrugged and released my arm so he can slide his hands down my body. He slipped my jeans off and tossed them aside. Me and him usually get dominant or rough during makeup sex. At least thats what we found its called. I can never take dominance over him since he's stronger than me. I have to just take it. I'll get him.. Soon.
We kissed before anything even started to happen. He made sure my collar and leash was on before pushing inside. I bit my lip hard and moaned. He tugged on the leash some and bit my neck, sucking softly on the sensitive area. We eventually moved from the dining table to the bed. There he took more control and I closed my eyes throwing my head back a little. I know I was begging for more and he did give it to me. Time went on and we settled down eventually.
We fell asleep tangled in the sheets with our arms around each other. The leash was tied to the headboard and I was still wearing the collar. I was wore out and still breathing heavy in my sleep. He was too.
I was happy to know we made up. Fighting always hurts us both and doesn't get anywhere. He's mine and only mine. I'm not letting anything else get between us again. That's a promise.
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The end.