fifty shades of White

Part 6

Ryan's pov

finding out that abbie "found someone else" . It broke me , but what really broke me was what she said.

After all this time , after all the love i gave her, after i sacrificed everything for her, went against my own family for her, she threw it all away for Jackson Jones , her childhood best friend, a werewolf like her.

oh wait, i guess you don't understand what's happening.let me graciously explain this absolutely endearing and heartwarming story.

I woke up at 8 am like everyone in this entire world, but the bed is too welcoming, its holding me down with its fluffy arms around me, but reality is too harsh , sadly i have to go to work today, the thought of of serving people makes me want to cry *sob sob* 

oh and the oh-so-kind manager that verbally abuses us 25/8 , yes that's how much he abuses me with his kind and loving words .

eventually i got up and did all those exciting good business in the bathroom and got dressed .

i walk up to Emma's room and knock on the door, she's always been a very deep  sleeper, sometimes its almost impossible to wake her up.

now you're thinking "but ryyyaaaan,why can't you just walk into her room and wake her up??!?'.

well Emma is Muslim, i can't just waltz in there without her wearing something appropriate , yeah our cousins are married and we're siblings by breast feeding (yes there's something called siblings by breast feeding in Islam). but still its against her religion and i respect that.

waiting a few seconds and i start kicking on the door with almost all my power and finally i hear her yelling, i let out a small laugh "good morning to you too".

i laugh out when i her her yelling again " can i come in?"  i asked her, standing outside the door , rocking myself back and forth on the balls of my feet.

i hear her mumbling in Arabic and i hear a loud thump and a slight groan , i chuckle "you ok there?" 

"just dandy, I didn't just fracture my butt or anything as scarring as that.let me just get dressed first" she replies in a hoarse tone .I wait for a few seconds , rocking myself on the balls of my feet , she finally opens the door after what felt like aaages 

i let out a roar of laughter " AAAAHAHAHAAAAHHAHAAHHAAAAAAA WHAT ARE YOU WEARING" i take a moment to stop dying of laughter" DID YOU ACTUALLY BECOME THIS LAZY??" i flick my imaginary tear from my eyes, "omg there r tears in my eyes" i try to catch my breath .

she looks at me with a deadpan face "you done?" she replies in a mad tone. she stood there wrapped from head to toe in her blanket "what do you need?" she asks.

i immediately turn serious , then blush a little "ummm i was wondering , i wanted to get abbie a gift but i don't know what to get her" i explain to her 

emma let me into her oh-so-messy room, clothes strewn on every available surface haphazardly around her bedroom. and the most laziest ugliest  fluffiest  cat  just laying there on top of her laptop claiming it as his throne . 

she turns around " have a seat" i look around "where?" she looks around " on the floor" i look at the messy ass floor , i can barely see it "where?'

she held on to her blanket with one hand and the other hand she used it to shift a huge pile of clothes and a chair appears " oh i forgot i owned this " i hear her mumbling " have a seat".

so what can i help you with?'

looking around her not so clean room trying to think of the right words to say."so today is our one year anniversary and i wanted to surprise her with something.