Obsession

Chapter 18

Yoongi entered.

It was the end.

"Jimin what are you doing here?" He calmly asked.

That calm voice didn't convince me. For some reason I think that the furious Suga is hiding behind that voice and that it could come out at any time without any warning.

I'm scared.

"I'm sorry hyung" Jimin got up and left.

Suga locked the door and looked at me.

I flinched. That look is from the devil.

"Suga..." I called.

He started to come closer not taking his eyes off of mine. I couldn't look away. I think that if I do look away he won't hesitate to hurt me.

He was now in front of me. He harshly grabbed my wrist. Yet his eyes were still not off of me.

"If you make me mad, you will not be able to see daylight again" he said.

My heart beat increased, it felt like it could jump off my chest at any moment now.

"How dare you..."

He harshly threw me on the couch. My back hurts. My wrist too.

"Suga... It hurts"

"I don't care"

He pinned me on the couch. I tried to struggle out of his grip but nothing. He is way stronger. Tears start streaming down my face, his face was blurred by my tears.

"Why... did you let him do this to you?" He spoke.

"I'm.... sorry" that's all I could say trough sobs. It's better for me not to explain myself and just apologize. I'm too scared.

But that didn't work. Instead he tightened his grip.

It hurts.

I eventually give up trying to struggle out. Suga creepily smiles. A shiver goes down my spine.

"You are mine"

He crushes his lips on mine harshly and violently. He starts to bite my lips, that hurts like hell, I tried my best to keep them closed but no use. He got into my mouth, exploring it with his tongue. More and more tears coming down my face.

He wouldn't stop. He just continued kissing me and putting his body closer to mine.

I hated this. This is horrible, this is not the Suga I know, I don't like it. I'm scared. I'm scared of him.

He suddenly stops. He got up taking me with him. We sat there me into his arms. You could say we were hugging.

The only source d that filled the room was my sobbing. Tears were still coming down my face. I couldn't stop them.

"I'm sorry" he said with the calmest voice possible.

He then changed my position, grabbing my waist and putting me in his lap. I looked at him with red puffy eyes. Still full of tears.

"I shouldn't have gone so far, I'm sorry, but my anger took over me, lucky enough I was able to stop myself from going any further." He explained himself.

I didn't say anything. I looked down ,still sobbing a little bit. He pulled me closer placing my head on his chest.

"I just lost my temper when I saw you with Jimin, I couldn't control myself"

I was stiff. His chest was so comfortable and his arms were so warm, but I can't comfy myself. He is a monster.

I'm scared.

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I can't sleep. Suga is already asleep. He is so peaceful when he sleeps. So innocent. I stare at him and admire him.

How can a person like you be so violent? Why didn't I shout back and where did Jimin go?

Handred of questions came up to my mind. Yet I couldn't seem to answer any of those.

What should I? I was happy to live with Suga, enjoying his company but he just went crazy. I don't understand. I hope this is the last time I see him like that.

It's all because of his obsession. How did he become like this? Was he like this his whole life?

I wonder.

With all that in mind I finally started drifting off to sleep.

-

The next morning I woke up a bit late so Suga was already out. I wasn't feeling well so I stayed in bed.

When I decided to go out, the first thing I saw is food. It was already on the table. I look at it and it looks delicious. There is seafood noodles which I adore,rice and some other small side dishes.

I went to wash up and digged in as soon as possible I was really hungry.

After I ate everything I went to the sink and start washing all the dishes.

I started to feel a bit dizzy so I went towards the couch. It was like I was gonna fall at any moment, and I did. I fell. On my way to the couch. I couldn't process anything and slowly closed my eyes even though I was trying to stay awake. I couldn't.

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