Obsession

Chapter 21

I fell asleep pretty soon after I went to bed. Suga-no, Yoongi came soon after. He layed down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. I like the warmth... It feels nice.

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"...yes....I think that's fine. Okay then, see you later"

The voice of Yoongi.

I slowly get up and rub my eyes a bit. I look over the room and see Yoongi's back facing me. He is on his phone. He notices me and turns around.

"Oh, good morning" he smiles.

"Good morning" I reply.

"What do you want to eat?" He asks as he puts his phone in his pocket.

"Anything is fine" I reply.

I get out of bed and start going to the washroom to do my usual morning routine.

After I finish I go to Yoongi who is already eating in the kitchen.

"Hey, I had to eat first because I have to go to work" he says.

I nod understanding and join him.

Pancakes.

He soon gets up and goes to work.

I finish eating and do the dishes.

I'm still thinking if I should stay or not. Of course I should run away as far as I can from him, but something is holding me back. However if I don't go things will probably get worse, he switches emotions really easily. I still need to figure out the reason why he let me out. There must be one.

Maybe I can find something in our room. Wait, he wouldn't leave anything important in our room. If it's something important that I shouldn't know... it's probably somewhere only he knows. His office?

Well might as well check.

I walk through the house up to his office.

What if it's locked? I only have one way to figure it out.

I go up to the door. Ahh, why am I nervous. He is at work and he won't be coming in at least 6 hours.
Let's go.

I grab the handle and push it open. I stand in front of it.

It's really... modern.

His desk is full of papers, behind it there is a huge window which shows the nice view.

I walk through.

At my right there is a sofa and a small table and at my left there is a big TV attached to the wall. There are some plants as well, here and there.

Ok, let's start searching.

I look at the papers on his desk. There are so many, but I don't think they are anything I should be concerned about, all business stuff.

I feel like I'm an intruder.

I open his drawer and look for something there. I cannot find anything.

I looked all over the office but I didn't find anything. Eventually I gave up.

I sit on the sofa. This is frustrating.
But I don't even know if he is hiding something from me or not, so I cannot be sure. But I have a feeling that he is. Oh well, I'll try another day.

I get up and I suddenly realized that there is a shelf full of books. Wow, how did I not see it?
Maybe because it's right in the corner. I get up and look at the books a bit. They are philosophy and business stuff.

I take out a book of poetry. While I was reading it an idea came up to my mind.

What if there is something in these books?

But what could it be? A note? A writing? Papers?

But there are way too many books. I don't think he put something in a random book. That wouldn't make sense. Maybe it's one that you don't notice at first sight or something really boring that no one would pick.

But what if there is nothing? The chances are really low for me to find anything, but might as well check.

I took all the boring and unnoticeable books I found and started looking through them.

Some of them had notes in it but not very useful. However, none of them had any kind of paper or any other evidence. It's been more than one hour and I'm finally done, but I couldn't find anything at all.

I put everything back at its right place. I put a note of the book's name on its place so that he wouldn't notice anything if he ever comes.

While I was putting everything back I noticed a book. The name was 'Love Obsession'. For some random reason it caught my attention.

I take out the book. It's a poem book. There is no note or anything.
I start reading.

The poems are strange.

It has really wired rhyming pattern and the way the writer put the words in are really wired. It doesn't make sense. But I think the writer has done it on purpose, they are probably trying to convey a message or something.

I look through the pages, eventually I'm on a poem called 'Mine forever'. A folded paper was in there.

I slowly opened it, my heart racing full speed.

My eyes widened. The world stoped. Yoongi came.

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