Obsession

Chapter 19

Hey! Let me know if you like the change. The change of personality in Suga.
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I woke up in the darkness. I couldn't see anything. I tried to lift my head then I tried to lift my whole body but I fell in the process. I felt so dizzy.

I think I'm laying in a bed but it's not my room. That room has lights but here is... competently dark.

My whole body is aching.

I lay there lifelessly. I hear nothing.I feel kind of scared.

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After what it seemed like an eternity I feel the door open. I finally see light. There is someone in front.

The person comes closer. I still can't see the face but I assume is Suga.

"You woke up" he spoke. It was Suga.

"Yes" I said.

He grabs my wrist. I feel a stinging pain.

"Ah.." I react.

Suga is not letting go of it.

"Suga...  it hurts" I mumble.

"That's good" he says.

I'm shocked. What's up with him.

"Don't call me Suga"

"Uh?"

"Call me Yoongi"

I say nothing. Why is he treating me like this? Did I do anything wrong?

"Are you mad at me?"

"No"

"Then..."

"I just do it because I like seeing you suffer."

"What..." My voice came as a whisper.

"Get used to it"

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It has been days. I'm always locked in this room. I bang on the door and scream for help but then Suga comes and... hurts me.

I don't know what happened to him, but I don't want to stay. I want oppose but I don't know how.

He always comes to give me food  and water. He fixed a light in this room so it's not as dark but I'm still really scared.

I hope that someone will come to find me and save me. But I don't know how long I will have to wait.

In these days I also learned that I have feelings for Suga.
I have imagined other guys doing this to me but I would oppose and do the best I can to escape. But with Suga it's different. I don't feel the need to. I also don't want him to go to prison.

Urgh! What is happening to me?! Why? Why, if he loves me then why does he do this to me?!

I feel tears stream down my face. It hurts. Everywhere. In the inside and outside.

I wonder how long will I be able to bear this. But if he continues to hurt me then maybe I'll start to hate him.

The door slams open. Suga comes in with food in a plate.

"Dear here's your lunch, let me feed" he says.

I don't say anything and just let him feed me. The food is not bad, I think he cooks it.

He continues to feed me until is all finished.

"Good girl. I have a present for you" he say as as he takes something from his pocket. It's a collar... with a chain.

It's pretty though. It's light pink and has some diamond around it, not sure if they are real and there is a big heart in the middle made by metal probably.

I stare at it trying to figure out the meaning of this.

"Turn around" he commands.

I stare at him a bit shocked.

"Do I have to repeat myself?" He asks rising his right eyebrow.

I then quickly turn around as he told me to. He grabs my hair and puts it in my shoulder, gently.

He then puts the collar on my neck and secures it. Next he trained me around and looked at me and a smile popped in his face.

"You are beautiful" he says.

I have no reaction. I just put my head down a bit.

But he puts my head up again by putting his fingers under my chin lifting it up.

He stares at me with his eyes full of list and desire. I stare back not being able to look away. He is so handsome but full of black desires.

He then stood up and looked down at me.

"I will be back" he smiles and left.

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I'm not sure how long has it been since he last came. I was starting to get cold so I decided to go to sleep.

A harsh booming sound came from outside. Lighting. It was raining.

I just cover myself with blankets and try my best to fall asleep as soon as possible.

Boom!

Another lighting. They continue. I squeeze my eyes shut. I hope it will be over soon. I cannot do anything about it.

How did I even get here?
It's so cold, dark and ugly.

I keep trying my best to sleep. I hear a sound.

Is it a rat?! Oh my God. I squeeze my eyes even more.

I try to calm down myself. At that moment a pair of hands cover me with its warmth. It felt so nice.

I don't even try to look at the person.
I fell asleep soon after.