Diary of a Serial Killer [In Progress]

June 7, 1994

Almost lost control of the entire situation. I offered the girl the chance to go free and she begged me that she would do anything. I told her she would not like what I was going to tell her she had to do and she started to cry. Part of me thought she expected I would rape her – I am not a rapist, not all murders are rapists.

She was silent and pale when I told her she would have to kill the man that was in the room with her. I warned her that if she did not kill him, he would kill her because he wanted to go home too. He was still not awake, yet, so he did not know what I was telling her.

When he finally came too I told him she was going to kill him if he did not kill her. I tossed a long, serrated kitchen knife into the middle of the room and pulled the door closed. I ran quickly to where I had the small monitor setup, attached to the camera in the room and I watched.

The girl did not hesitate – she wanted to live. She got a hold of the knife and started towards the man. He tried to defend himself, throwing her into the wall twice and she almost lost the knife. When she finally, most likely out of fear, plunged the blade into the man's chest she went mad. She stabbed him over-and-over again, even when they fell to the floor. She had gone crazy. Covered in blood she ran at the door and screamed, crying out as she banged on the door.

I will leave her with the body until she falls asleep and then I will retrieve the man's body and the knife.

- Joshua