You've said you love me so many times
But if you feel the way my heart pounds for you, you wouldn't even think of touching me.
Because you'd fear to leave me.
Because one more graze could break me,
And it did.
Sometimes I think maybe it was my fault.
Maybe I was a little too high strung,
but you made me this way.
I couldn't trust you because one minute I'm all you want and the next you don't feel anything at all.
But that's okay,
because you are not who I want.
I realized you did not love me,
you just wanted someone to feel your pain.
Trying to be who you wanted was like trying to act like everything was okay,
And it wasn't.
