Why can't I feel anything other then sad?
I never feel happy,
I'm always just empty.
Tears still pour
but I can't feel the pain
of where they are coming from.
The only thing I feel is the frustration
of wanting to feel something.
I can't hide that
my mental state is
deteriorating.
And lately all I want is sleep
but all I can do is think.
Because what if I miss something?
"Don't you have anything to say?"
Yes, plenty
but you wouldn't hear me anyways.
In fact I'm already screaming.
LOOK AT ME!
I'm vanishing,
there is barely anything left of me.
All that's left is a warning,
don't get close for soon I will detonate.
