first heartbreak || sean lew x reader

2; reminiscing

february 14th, tuesday

"did you even get some sleep last night?" julian says opening the curtain to let the sun shine in;

9:13am

"definitely! i had the best sleep of my life, can you tell?" y/n exclaims sarcastically "good morning julian de guzman, you better go surprise your girl or shes going to kill you" y/n commands standing up from her bed

"yeah i know just hold on. but how about you and your lover boy?" julian asks with a smirk patched on his face

"um, don't forget that lover boy is also your best friend, maybe you should go greet him happy valentines day"

"haha i would but i'm about to make my girl the happiest girl on earth, see ya later sis gotta go, i don't want to break my girl's heart" julian greets goodbye rushing out the door.

y/n sat alone on her bed thinking, questioning about sean. she started reminiscing all the memories and promises that sean made with her.

she remembered sitting under a rare blossom tree, viewing the sunset. when sean turned his head to y/n, he caressed her cheeck and leans in and whispers;

"i love you, always do and always will. we'll take it slow, but you have no idea how excited i am to marry you and wake up in the same bed as you. i promise not to leave, i promise to stay. i'll be right next to you when ever you need me. i love you"

"i love you too" y/n respond, as she rests her head on his shoulder she asked;

"sean, are you afraid of anything?"

"as long as you're next to me, i'm not afraid of anything" sean answers

"but what if i leave?" she asks

"would you?" sean questions

"never"

"exactly, my point. just kidding we probably should head back home"

she also remembered when he gave her that piece if metal thats dangling around her neck twenty-four seven, she asks herself what does the necklace really mean?

the sign if sean's love? a reminder that that someone loved her? a object to show her that someone appreciates her? he gave the necklace to y/n, when y/n said yes. when sean asked y/n to be his, on his birthday;

november 25th, wednesday

2 years ago. he said y/n being his was his birthday present and it was the best eighth birthday. all the memories, thoughs and questions swam around y/n mind, when a notification from her phone notifies her.

seanlew tagged you on a post

without a doubt she opened up instagram and checked his post, it was picture of them holding hands under the night stars. the picture was caption 'my first'

she was confused with the caption so she decides to post the same picture with the caption 'and my last' after she posted it she turned off her phone laid on her bed alone, on valentines day.