first heartbreak || sean lew x reader

6; sacrifice

september 21st, thursday

"hey, the doctor said you can go home tonight" julian quietly informs y/n;

12:55pm

"thank you julian, I didn't want to be saved but you saved me" y/n says, julian slowly leans in and so does y/n. they leaned in until their lips touch, and when they pull away from their kiss..

"what did i ever do to you?! i am not enough?! i don't even what to see you!" nat stood frozen infront of y/n 's door, she dropped a bouquet of flower that she had brought for y/n

julian grabs y/n hands and kisses her forehead and giving y/n a glance he let go of her to go run after nat.

"why do i always have to ruin everything?" y/n whispers to herself
"you didn't ruin anything" sean says picking the bouquet of flowers that nat dropped "i was having my moment why'd you ruin it?" y/n sasses, sean laughs

"i'm sorry" sean says out if the blues
"sorry for what?" y/n responds looking at the flowers "for leaving, for making your life miserable" sean says "well if you didn't leave you wouldn't feel so sorry" y/n answers "y/n i left for you! i though leaving you would be the best solution" sean exclaims "solution to what?!" y/n argued "you don't understand, i'm doing this for you!" sean screams causing both of the to stay silent "I don't understand?! then make me understand. what are you doing for me?! make me understand?!"

y/n and sean was just the typical couple, ups and downs, thick and thin, sickness and health. but when sean distanced himself from y/n, that when everything when wrong;

1:30pm

"she's gone" julian says with tears escaping his eyes "she's flying to canada to see her ex, josh" julian informs walking into y/n room "josh? as in josh beauchamp?" y/n asks "yes josh as in josh beauchamp" julian responds "i just don't know what to do anymore, nat was my everything. she is my my everything" julian says face palming "your flying to canada and your going to get your girl and its not a question its a command" y/n commands julain "i can't leave you, I don't trust you because of your recent actions an-" "sean will take care of me, right sean?" y/n asks in hope sean would say no

"yeah totally" sean agrees

y/n didn't want sean to take care of her, she'd rather live in whole rather than seeing sean everyday. but she had to do it for julian, julian took all his time caring for y/n and now its time that y/n would sacrifice just a little for julian.

"i guess i'll fly out tomorrow, but for now lets get you out of this hospital"