Please.... Love Me (Jason McCann X Reader)

Chapter 9

Previously on Chapter 8

We finally reached home. I head to the bathroom and get ready for bed. When I walk out, Jason is laying down on the bed.... Breathing softly. Seems like he's already asleep. I smile and went to lay down next to him. I squeak when Jason wrap his arms around me and pulls me closer. "I love you, baby girl" he whispers. I turn around in his arms and look up at him. He stares down at me with a loving eyes. He starts leaning in and kiss me passionately, I kiss him back softly. He pull away only to place another gentle kiss on my forehead. I look up at him and smile "I love you too, Jason" I whispers. I lean my head on his chest and falls asleep.

-Heartache-

Y/N P.O.V

It's early in the morning. 10 more days to 3 months. I'm still not sure what decision should I take. Stay here and love him or leave....

I don't wanna imagine the hurt look on his face, if I were to leave. I love Jason... I really do. But I miss my mom and sister. I just wished I could see them once more.

Speaking of Jason.... He's still asleep next to me. His arms is locked securely around my waist. My head is leaning on his chest. I pull away slightly to look at Jason. He look so peaceful in his sleep. 'Jason... What would you do? If I choose to leave you?' I thought.

I lightly shook my head and try my best to get up without waking him. But his grip just tightens around me. "Don't get up yet, baby" he say in a sexy voice. Making me want to melt in his arms. "But it's already morning... I have to make some breakfast for you and the boys" I say. It's been my routine to cook them some meals. I got along well with the rest of the gangs. They are really welcoming. Turns out... Criminals do have a soft heart after all.

Jason stare at me and pout. I just give him a look. He sigh and release me. I lean up and kiss his cheek. He pouts more "you missed" he say in a baby voice. I giggles and kiss his lips. He wraps his arms around me again and deepens the kiss. He flips us so I'm laying on top of him. Things would be more heated if it weren't for the guys knocking on the door. It's been their habits to wake up early in the morning. Ever since I made them breakfast.

"Y/N!!! It's time for breakfast! We're hungry" someone I recognised as Chaz yell out, following by yell of agreement by the others. They wouldn't there to bother Jason. But they know I won't let Jason hurt them. So now they just went along with it. Jason let out s frustration growl "they are so gonna get it!" He mutters angrily. I give him a stern look "Jason... Don't be like that. They are just hungry. It's good they are waking up for meals. Breakfast is the most important meal in a day" I say. He sigh and release me. I got up from the bed as the boys continue to knock. "Yes! Yes! I'm coming" I say giggling.

Jason P.O.V

Y/N is like the Mother between us. I'm so happy to have her in my life. 10 days left till 3 months. She's gonna make a decision wether she wants to stay or she'll leave me. Just thinking about it, makes me feel anxious. 'What if she chooses to leave me?' I thought.

I got up from the bed and stretch a bit. I put on a shirt. Then walk out of our room and head towards the kitchen. When I reach there the boys and Y/N is laughing about something. "What's so funny?" I asks confused. Y/N looks at me still laughing. She points to the ground. I turn to where she's pointing to see my Brother,  Alex. He's covered in flour, he's laughing as well. I burst out laughing. "What's happening to you bro?" I say.

"Accident... happens, Jason" Y/N say. She finally calms down from laughing. I turn to her "what?" I asks. "Alex is offering me a hand. I'm planing on making some waffles today. He struggles to get the flour opens. It burst open and splatter all over him" she said and start giggling. "Why is he laying on the floor then?" I asks. "I slipped" Alex said. I laugh more. My brother could be an idiot sometimes.

Y/N took out a broom. I shook my head and grab it from her "I will. You carry on making break fast for them, Baby" I say. She smiles at me and walk away. She took out a new flour and opens it with ease. "How did you?" Alex said. "I have my ways" she replies shrugging.

She was soon done and we starts digging in. After a while we all finished eating. Y/N was about to clean the table but I grab her arms. She looks at me confused. I shook my head "no need. One of the boys will do it" I shot them a look and they nod. "Alright" Y/N said. I release one of her hand and held the other. We start walking towards the living room. I put in a movie Y/N and I love so much. F/M (Fav Movie). I turn around to see Y/N already seated in the couch. I walk over and sat down next to her. I wrap my arms around her and pull her closer.

Y/N P.O.V

As we watch the movie. Suddenly there's a knock on the door. I got up to get it but Jason stops me. I look at him confused. "I'll get it" he said with a smile. I sat back down and continue watching.

20 minutes have passed and Jason haven't return. I'm getting curious so I get up and went to check on him. I walk over to the front door. "Jason what's-" my eyes widened at the sight in front of me. There's a tall blonde girl. Her hands is all over Jason's body. They're kissing. "Jason..." I say with hurt in my voice. He pulls away from her. "Y/N it's not-" he didn't get to finished his word as I bolted off. I run toward the room I was kept the day I came here. I lock the door and flop my self to the bed. I cried with my face on the bed and falls asleep.

I can't believe this! He promised he won't hurt me. Why is he doing this? Why would he try to win my heart so hard only to break me?

My heart is aching so much... My heartache

*to be continued*

A/N: Jason how could you!!! You make my heart breaks. Anyway... Do you like this story? What do you think will happen next? Stay tune and find out. Bye!!!