Chapter 11

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Previously on Chapter 10

I took out my gun and points it at her. "If she leaves me.... I. WILL make you suffer" I shot her leg, making her scream in pain. I want to end her. But Y/N would hate me more if I did. So just this once... I'm letting her off. "This is just a warning! Stay out of my sight and away from Y/N if you wanna live" with that I leave the house. I slam the door shut. Her house is in the middle of a jungle so I wouldn't have to worry if someone catches me.

"Y/N... I love you so much. Please... Please... Forgive me. Please.... believe me" I cried.

-What I Want-

Y/N P.O.V

Another week has passed. Its 3 months. I'm supposed to make my decision today. I rarely talked to Jason. I always sleep in my own room. Only come out when I need something.

I'm kinda hungry. But I don't wanna get out. But the hunger in my stomach is too much. I sigh and got up from the bed. I open the door and kept silent to hear if there's someone in the house. When I heard nothing, I walk out of the room. I head downstairs and to the kitchen.

I walk over to the fridge and opens it. I start scanning what should I cook. "We have eggs... Onions... Chickens..." There's also a few other ingredients. I glance over at the rice cooker. 'Maybe I could make some fried rice (who make fried rice with chicken? Let me know in the comments. Chicken makes it taste better, don't you think?)'I thought. Then I start by cooking some rice. While the rice is cooking I proceed with the ingredients.

I decided to make more. I may be mad at Jason. But I still make some meals for him and the guys. I still cares for them. Especially Jason. I still loves him.

After a while, I finally finished with my fried rice.

(It looks sooo good

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(It looks sooo good. I'm hungry)

The smell of my cooking probably went to the whole house. Since I can hear a rapid sounds of footsteps.

"Oooo~ fried rice. Yum!" I turn to the voice to see Chaz. I giggle "come! Let's eat" I say preparing the plates. After I'm done with that, we all start to dig in. "Mmmm~ it's really delicious" Matt said. I laugh at him.

While eating I can feel a pair of eyes looking at me. I turn to the source to see Jason. He's looking at me with a sad gaze. I look away from him and continue eating.

Jason P.O.V

I sigh and look down at my plate. She's still mad at me. What can I do to win her back? I'd do anything in a heartbeat if that means she'll forgive me. I look up slightly at her, to see her laughing and talking with my gang member. I miss how she laughs along with me. How see smiles with me. I miss her with me, being in my arms. What can I do? I need her back. I'm going to have her back.

Y/N P.O.V

We finished eating and I take all the dirty plate. I carry them to the sink and start washing. The guys have left the dining room. Except Jason. But I try my best to ignore him.

While washing I can feel his gaze settled on me. But I keep silent and continue what I'm doing. Then I hear the creaking sound of the chair. I thought he's walking out of the room. But I know I was wrong when I feel his breath on my neck. Then I feel his arms snaking around my waist. His head on the crook of my neck. His chest is pressed on my back. I stopped. "What is it?" I say, trying not to show any emotion in my voice. Which I'm doing a good job.

He just stayed silent and kept me in his arms. We stayed like this for a while. I rinse my hand from the soap and dry it. I put my hand on his and try to move it away from my waist. But his grip just tightens around me. "Jason... Let go" I say. "No..." He murmured. I sigh "what do you want?" I say. "I want your forgiveness" he said weakly. I stayed silent. "Please... Baby" he pleads. I sigh "it's not easy for me, Jason" I say. I place my hands on the counter.

He sigh and slowly let my waist go. He steps away from me. I turn around to face him. He looks down. I notice a glistening in his face. He's crying. "Please.... Y/N. I'll do anything. Please, I'm begging you. Please forgive me. Please..." He begs. "Jason... As much as I want to forgive you. I can't" I say. "You keep saying that" he say looking at me, his eyes shows desperate. "That's because it's exactly how I felt" I say looking away. "Tell me how I can fix this. Please... Y/N. Anything! I'll do it. As Long as I can have you back" he begs.

I look at him "really? Anything?" I questions. "Anything!" He said. "Then figure out what I want the most" I say, with that being said. I walk pass him and out the kitchen. I continue my way up.

Jason P.O.V

'What she wants?' I thought. Then I thought back the times she's here with me. There's only one thing that keeps bugging her. The only thing that makes her quiet. After a while of thinking. My eyes snaps open. 'I know! I know what she wants' I thought.

I took my car key and walk out of the car. I enter my car and start the engine. Once it's hot enough I begin driving away to my destination.

Then...

*to be continued*

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