Please.... Love Me (Jason McCann X Reader)

Chapter 10

Previously on Chapter 9

20 minutes have passed and Jason haven't return. I'm getting curious so I get up and went to check on him. I walk over to the front door. "Jason what's-" my eyes widened at the sight in front of me. There's a tall blonde girl. Her hands is all over Jason's body. They're kissing. "Jason..." I say with hurt in my voice. He pulls away from her. "Y/N it's not-" he didn't get to finished his word as I bolted off. I run toward the room I was kept the day I came here. I lock the door and flop my self to the bed. I cried with my face on the bed and falls asleep.

I can't believe this! He promised he won't hurt me. Why is he doing this? Why would he try to win my heart so hard only to break me?

My heart is aching so much... My heartache

-Please.... Believe Me-

Y/N P.O.V

I didn't leave my room all day. I don't wanna see Jason after what he's done. It hurts.... It hurts so much. I just laid in my room in silent, not doing anything.

Then there's a knock on my door. I just stayed silent. "Baby.... Please talk to me" Jason pleads. I don't answer. My hand went to my mouth to prevent myself from crying, but failed. All you can hear from me is muffled voice. "Baby.... Please..." He pleads once more. I cover my ears, hoping I could block his voice. I quietly got up and walk over to the door. Pressing my ear on the door. I can hear his heavy breathing. By the sound of it... He's crying. "Please..." He pleads.

Then I heard him sigh, then I can hear his footsteps walking away. I turn and lean my back against the door. I slid down and sit on the floor. I hug my knees close to my chest and place my head on it. I start sobbing as I begin to cry.

Then all the sudden I hear screaming and shattering sound. Then a footsteps coming. There's a rapid knock on my door. "Y/N! It's Jason. He's crashing out the whole house" I heard a voice I recognise as Chaz. "Please! Y/N. You're the only one that can calm him down. Please..." Said Alex. I got up and open the door "what?!" I say and start running towards the kitchen, where the crashing sound come from.

Then I there I see Jason. There's pieces of broken glass in the wall. He was about to smash another plate, but I run towards him and stop his hands. I struggle to keep him in place. "Jason! Stop it" I say. He stops once he realised its me. I snatch the plate and gave it to Alex who approach us. When I turn my attention to Jason. I was surprised by a hug. He wraps his arms around my waist, tightly. His whole body is trembling. Soon I felt my shoulder getting soaked from his tears. I slowly hug him back, wrapping my arms around his neck.

After a while he calms down. But he didn't pull away from me. I stayed silent until I'm certain he's perfectly calm. His breathing finally evens out after a few minutes.  "Jason..." I whispers. He pulls away slightly, enough for me to see his face. His eyes is so puffy. "Baby... Please believe me. I didn't kiss her. She pulled me in and kisses me. Please... Believe me. I would never betray you, Y/N. I swear.... I love you, so much" he said, his voice is so weak. But I have to stand my ground. He didn't push her. "But you didn't push her away" I say. "I was shocked, baby. I didn't know what to do. Her move is so sudden. Please... I'm begging you. Please believe me" he said while getting on his knees, with both of his hands on my thigh. Looking up at me with a pleading eyes.

I was shocked. Someone who's tough and strong like Jason. A notorious criminal, would go on his knees just for my forgiveness. A nobody. "Jason... Please get up" I say. He wouldn't budge. "Jason! Get up!" I say louder this time. He slowly gets up. He looks at me with tears streaming down his eyes. I shook my head "as much as I wanna forgive you... I can't. What you did hurts me. You said you didn't push her because you're shocked. You've been by the door for 20 minutes. Are you telling me you froze for that Long?! Are you kidding me?!" I scream at him. He flinched. The rest of the guys just stare at me wide-eyed. But they didn't say anything, afraid to worsen the situation. I shook my head and turn around. I was about to walk away when his hands grasp mine. "Please..." He pleads. I shook his hands off. "Jason... I need time to accept this" I say walking away to my room, before he could say anything else.

Jason P.O.V

I drop on my knees after she left the kitchen. I scream once more. More tears stream down my eyes.

'Sabrina! You ruined everything. You're going to pay!' I thought angrily and got up. I grab my gun and walk out of the house. The boys telling me to stop. I got on my car and drove off.

Soon arrive to her house. I got off the car and walk up her door way. I bang on it hard. She opens the door wide-eyed. Then she smirks at me. "Well.... Jason. Didn't expect you're gonna come by" she said in a flirty voice making me cringe. She place her hands on my chest. I push her away harshly, making her fall on the ground. She look up at me shock. I enter myself and slam the door shut. "You bitch! You've ruined everything. Y/N hates me because of you" I scream at her. She stares at me with fear. I took out my gun and points it at her. "If she leaves me.... I. WILL make you suffer" I shot her leg, making her scream in pain. I want to end her. But Y/N would hate me more if I did. So just this once... I'm letting her off. "This is just a warning! Stay out of my sight and away from Y/N if you wanna live" with that I leave the house. I slam the door shut. Her house is in the middle of a jungle so I wouldn't have to worry if someone catches me.

"Y/N... I love you so much. Please... Please... Forgive me. Please.... believe me" I cried.

*to be continued*