After the trip to the woods, he took me home, after some ice cream. And to be honest I am actually afraid of heights, and that's just lame.
Okay, okay fast forward.
SUMMER ( March, Monday Morning )
"Well, today's the day." I muttered.
"What's today?"
Who was that? Crabs! there's a creeper in my room! Oh and, like any other human being, I turned around.
"Oh my flying squids!!!" I yelled.
And there he stood, James Waterson. my ex and my ex-bestfriend, he was my everything, but we had to break it off, anyway. He was really out of my league. Things went downhill for us. He was the only guy I had ever been with, because none of it was ever worth the risk. And, I was the 'assistant coach' which means that you're higher than an M.V.P. or Team Captain. Well James? He's Team Captain, and when he got that position, he started rubbing it in my face. And I quote, 'Who's the Team Captain? Come on Alex, Who's the Team Captain? Who's the Team Captain NOW? That's right! James Freaking Waterson!' but hey, he has these cute pair of dark brown eyes that can easily hipnotize you, and I once fell in love with them up until things changed. anyway, the past is in the past! as Elsa from Frozen, said.
What a world.
"James Waterson! I never thought I'd ever see you again! Oh my sweet llamas!"
"Well, hello to you, too, Alex." He said, and then smiled.
"Seriously," I ran and hugged him.
"Where did you get these guns? huh?" I sarcastically asked him.
"Oh ha ha ha. they're from you." He sarcastically replied.
"But hey! didn't you miss me? The Great and Powerful Alexandria, The Assisant Coach." I said as I smirked and pulled away from the hug.
"hardyharhar... Coach is waiting for you downstairs."
"He's here?! Oh my crabs that I'm allergic to! He's HERE?!" I screamed.
"Yes. The one and only." He smirked.
"Is Dana here, too?"
"About that... Yes." he sheepishly said.
"Oh Well, shit."
Dana is another girl whom I thought was sweet and caring, you know, typical good girl, but her mask fell off. She only acts like a goody-goody in front of her parents, so her parents will think that she's a responsible, kind, mild-mannered, sweet, good, behaved daughter. And they even believe that she has never said a mean word. but she's wasn't what I thought she was, she was the complete opposite. She was rude and she didn't have any respect for other people, even the elderly and herself.
Too bad her Father is the coach, and he was pretty strict.
Her Mother died when she was hitting puberty. That's what she told me.
It's actually sad. I don't know what'll happen to me if lose one of my parents, and my real dad and my mom are divorced, so my mom is with her new husband right now, and that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love, if it does not exist. Yes, I know that they don't really care about me that much,
they even said that a business event was even more important than my birthday. I know what pain feels like. I know how it feels to be alone and unwanted. Okay enough drama.
"Umm.. right. I-I should get changed. Bye." I mumbled
I shooed him away and led him to the door.
I was about to close the door, but he suddenly blocked the door from closing with his foot.
"Oh and I gotta tell you something,"
"And what is it?" I asked curiously.
"Me and Dana are dating." he blurted out.
When I heard everything he said, I just stood there, and said, "Oh. Really? That's um.. really cool. Congrats." I smiled.
And after that, I shut the door.
I still remember the promise he made.
FLASHBACK
"Hey James."
"hmmm?"
"how long do you think we'd last?" I asked.
"Don't think like that. Because I'd be with you forever. I promise you, Forever.
"What makes you think like that?"
"It's because I love you, Darling."
"Shut up. Close your mouth and shut up right now." I said really fast. I never I'd say this but I blushed like a red apple.
"Don't tell me how and when to shut up, deary." he smirked.
END OF FLASHBACK
Snap out of it! I should stop feeling the feelings I'm feeling when I'm around him. I should be over all the butterflies.
Love doesn't exist in the real world.
I don't believe in love.
but how come you're the only exception?
Brain: Because he tore down the walls you've put up when you swore that you'll never believe in love, because it does not exist, dumb dumb.
Crap. my eyes are a little moist.
Brain: Nope you're not gonna cry anymore, remember?
Me: yeah yeah
So I cry just a little, then I'll dry my eyes 'cause I'm not a little girl no more.
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Hey guys! this is my favourite chapter so far, and it's inspired by the band Paramore.
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