Collar Full |Malum|

Peace Signs

I sat on my phone scrolling through my Instagram feed, enjoying a bowl of fruit loops. I pray that i wont have another encounter with Michael, that he will just leave me be until the dreaded day. Hopefully he wont try anything and that will be that. I hightly doubt it. Maybe he will leave me alone after all of this, and we will never cross paths again. But sadly, he does live in Sydney too, and me seeing the way he acts on tumblr and runs his blog, it most likely will happen.

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It's been a week since my last video, and my last interaction with Clifford which is stunning. I post once a week on Tuesdays and todays the day.

To crown or not to crown? I shrugged and placed the pink and yellow flower crown up on my head.

I grab my lap top and turn on the camera. Today I was going to be singing Yellow by the band coldplay, which was at the moment one of my favorite songs. I pick up my black bass and greet my veiwers.

"Hey guys." I wave. "Its Calum and today like I said on tumblr ,which will be in the discription,I'll be covering Yellow by Coldplay." I smile. "Enjoy."

As I sing I place my fingers carefully onto the frets.

Look at the stars

Look how they shine for you

And everything you do.

Yeah they were all yellow.

I strum for a bit before continuing.

I came along

I wrote a song for you

And everything you do

And it was called "Yellow"

So then I took my turn

Oh what a thing you've done

And it was all yellow

Your skin, oh yeah, your skin and bones

Turn into something beautiful

D'you know?

You know I love you so

You know I love you so

I swam across

I jumped across for you

Oh what a thing to do

'Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line

I drew a line for you

Oh what a thing to do

And it was all yellow

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I finished the song and set down the bass to stop the video and upload it after a bit of editing. Once I was finally done, I had to wait 30 minutes for my video to be published. What would any normal teen do? Go on tumblr.

I rebloged for a bit and came across the 'You and I' video for one direction. I guess you could say i am a fan, but not a directioner exactly. I pressed play, when Niall turned into Liam I freaked out. I'm not sure if i liked it or not, the video made me feel weird. But Zayn's voice is like a god and I could listen to it all day, yeah he's my favorite. I checked my message box and answerd a few questions from my followers, they were all about Michael.

My thirty minutes were up and I finally published my video and blogged about it.

Then I came across a message from the devil himself.

You look sexy in that crown

He saw my video. I am completly fed up with this little shit, he's arrogant and full of himself. There is no way out though, seriously, what have I gotten myself into? I decide not to look at his blog, or the messages he sends me. Completely push him out. Ignore him. I exit out of tumblr and head onto my twitter for the rest of the day that I have surprisingly just made recently.

i checked my DM's to see if my online best friend Hayden was online. She had just messaged me a few moments ago.

Hey Abi did YOu FUcKING SEE MIchAEL AND CALUM I SHip IT Sooo HaRD JFC

I scrunched up my face in annoyance and confusion. I wasnt Abi, and I dispise the malum ship, it souldnt exist in the first place.

Um...H, I'm not Abi - I replied.

Oh my god Calum I'm so sorry but agh, have you even seen Michael?! Your extremly lucky he's gay.

No I am not, Hayden Marie would you just shut up!? I hit send.

Ooooh using my full name i see, scary, what happened to H?

Fuck off Hayden I'm done with all of this online shit. I'm signing off. I treatend

Calum Hood, the king of the internet, signing off? Guess we wont meet up this weekend finally.

I couldnt resist replying, You have been saying that for months, if you dont show up at my house in Sydney by tomorrow, I will cut a bitch.

Fine I already bought my plane ticket. What happened to being mad at me? (:

Bitch

Love you too Calum.

God I love her, thats why we're best freinds. We can never stay mad at eachother for more than a span of 12 minutes, I counted trust me. Tomorrow is going to be good, in fact the rest of the month is, ignoring Michael. I got up from my bed and yawned and reached for my song writing book. I was currently working on a song called Bad Dreams, which, I do admit sounds like all the small things by Blink-182. I stared down at the already writen lyrics.

You look so beautiful

No one but me knows you're insane

I feel so damn pathetic

My friends just don't get it

I grabbed my pencil begining to write another lyric but I couldnt. Nothing was coming to me. I grunted and closed the book and threw my pencil not caring where it landed. I was so bored with my life. Stuck on my own, I just graduated from my online classes I was taking. My singing career was not going anywhere, Tumblr was my job I guess, I got payed to run my blog, thats why I moved out of Perth at Sydney to expand and meet new people, bigger opportunities I havent done any expanding yet. I am going no where with my life. I'm just a burnout.

I actually didnt plan on continuing with this story, so thank you for the 2 people who commented last chapter, I love you guys! Can I get 1 comment and 2 votes on this chapter? I love you all, Hannahx