A strong girl, is one who is able to smile this morning like she wasn’t crying last night.
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Kyahhh.
Im now here in our room talking to cha and ella.
I felt
my phone vibrate in my bag.
I never thought of him all throughout that day until I saw who sent me the message
and I think you know who I meant.
“goodmorning, take care” I smiled.
After all, I don’t know why, simple things he do to me, means a lot.
“uy, why are you smiling?” ella asked.
“nothing,” I said, still smiling.
“2 days na lang 4 months na kay, still mad at him?” cha asked.
I smiled.
“you cant stay mad at someone who can makes you smile.” I said.
“I know it still hurts” ella said.
“it still, but I love him”
“okay, if you say so” cha said.
Later, sinundo si ella and ni jiro and sinundo ni josh si cha.
How funny no?
Ang boyfriend ko dati ang pinaka sweet ditto, ngayon wala na.
Great! Just great! Efff.
Sinabayan ako ni kieth pauwi.
“how are you?” kieth asked.
“im broken” I said,
No need for denying.
He is my bestfriend.
I think he needs to know what im feeling right now.
‘if hes not doing anything to keep you, then why are you fighting to stay?”
I looked at him.
Kung pipili siguro ako ngayon kung sinong mamahalin ko
Siguro si kieth yun.
I wonder kung bakit hindi ako nainlove sa kanya.
Samantalang siya yung una kong nakilala,.
“because I cant see my self, with anyone but him”
Nag iwas ito nang tingin.
Fck. I hate it. I hate this conversation.
We stop in front of our house.
“I wonder if anyone is secretly inlove with me, bye kiethloves”
she said.
At pumasok sa loob nang bahay nila.
Kyaahhhh!
NOT KIETH!
SHIT!
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Today is our 4th monthsary.
No text.
No phone calls.
No flowers.
No surprises.
And it so damn hurt!!
Dahil walang magawa ay pumunta siya sa starbucks,
Omorder nang java chip and chocolate cake.
Umupo siya sa may dulo.
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