"sweetie stay here its safer here always remember mommy loves you." she said as tears rolled down her face. i knew something was wrong so i did what i was told. i stayed in the closet peeking through the little holes.
"i love you mommy" i whispered as she walked and sat down the bed crying in her hands.
"OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR." i hears my dad yell i stepped back a little but got closer to see what was happening. soon enough the door busted open and he came n with a gun in his hand. i put my hand over my mouth and gasped quietly. "WHY DONT YOU LISTEN TO ME WHEN I TALK TO YOU!" he grabbed my mom by her hair and threw her on the floor kicking her. i soon came out and pushed my dad. a gunshot was fired. i quickly got up and ran to the corner of the room as my dad was on the otherside of the room. he got up slowly and looked at my mom. she was pale and lifeless. i cried and cried until i felt someone grab my wrist tightly and pull me of the floor. i looked up and saw my father. "LOOK AT WHAT YOU MADE ME DO YOU UNGRATEFUL BITCH." he hit me in the side of the head with the gun and quickly fell to the ground. i felt my eyes getting heavy.
"i love you mom." was the last thing i said before everything went black.
1 YEAR LATER
"hey look its the school slut." i heard people say as i walked down the hallway. people laughed and threw things at me, this always happened i didnt know why. people say i slept with so many guys when im still a virgin i just didnt understand. everyone believed all the rumors that were said i just wish they didnt. i sighed as i went to my locker and opened it i grabbed my books and walked to class.
"oh well look who it is." i heard a girl say, i looked up and saw liliana. the "popular" girl. she always made fun of me the most. she hated me, always dropped my books and called me a slut bitch you name it. she flipped up my books causing them to fall and snickered "slut." i heard her laughing as i ran down the hallway. i reached the end of the hallways finding a janitors closet. i always came in here when i needed time to myself. i took off my backpack and found a sharp blade in my handbag. i took it out and leaned against the back wall sliding down crying. i was worthless i was everything that everyone said i was i just needed to accept it. i pulled down my sleeve revealing old cuts all over my arm. i pulled up the blade running it the cold metal across my wrist again and again 5 times. i put it back in my handbag and just laid down looking at my wrist seeing the fresh cuts. i sighed as i heard the second bell ring. i quickly got up and went off to last period. as i stood at the door i saw everyone i knew in this class or knew me. i knew what was going to happen if i went in there so i just walked back and ran outside. as i was running down the street i kept looking back till i soon bumped into someone falling on the floor. "OH MY GOD I AM SO SORRY." i went over to the boy and helped him up then grabbed my bag i looked up at him and studied him. wow he was gorgeous brown/hazel eyes and his hair kind of brownish. he was pretty built wearing a tank top and a flannel with some black jeans.
"no its fine um were you in a rush to go somewhere i mean i can drive you." he said chuckling. that laugh wow and his smile.
"Um no im fine, but thank you." he grabbed my hand and looked me in my eye.
"no its okay i insist. " he smiled and i then nodded my head.
"so juliet how have you been?" WAIT PAUSE. how did he know my name? he laughed and shook his head. "Im justin remember?" and suddenly it hit me i soon jumped on him and hugged him tightly. this was my bestfriend he moved away to california when his mom had a business there. he moved when i was bout 9 and i never seen him since. i missed him more than anything.
"JAY I MISSED YOU SO MUCH." i held him tighter and he laughed.
"i missed you to julie." julie was my nickname of course and his was jay. "why dont we go catch up and go to your favorite place which i bet is still burger king." i smiled seeing he remembered. i got my best friend back and i could never be more happy, but what he didnt know was that i was in love with him.
