I put my coat on the rack behind the door and strolled over to justin sitting on the couch a he threw popcorn at me. he chuckled and put the bowl on the table in front of him "so julie how have you been?" how have i been. i dont know how to awnser that i mean with everything that has happened he doesnt know a thing. i sighed and looked back at him he had a worried expression and the last thing i wanted was anyone to have pity and be worried about me. "Im actually really good how are you?" i finally said miling the faket mile i could ever come up with. he laughed a little, "im good but lets talk about whats actually wrong with you juliet im your best friend you can tell me." he reasusured me and i nodded my head. "well um i my mom she was killed by my father." i sighed and could feel a tear about to escape from my eyes. justin quickly got a tissue and pulled me in for a hug. "Julie i am so sorry i houldnt have made you say anything." i quickly shook my head "dont blame this on yourself i dont like when people do that." he nodded and pulled me close to his ches as we layed on the couch. this was way better than burger king. i think. "why wasnt your dad arrested?" he aked curiosly. "they thought i was lying becaue he framed his 'best friend' kevin and they really think he did it and they didnt really believe me because i was young and reacted to it so horribly that he convinced everyone that i was just going crazy. the cops here are so stupid i can assure you that." i lauhed at my last sentence and so did justin. i looked up at him smiling as he looked down on me kissing my forhead. "its okay i mean its over now im sorry you still have to be around him hes a douchebag and doesnt deserve someone as amazing as you." i blushed slighlty. its crazy how he can still make me feel like this. i really do like him not love but like. okay maybe love but why does it matter? hes way too good for me and probably has a girlfriend. "So any boyfriends?" he winked at me grinning i laughed and shook my head.
"hell no never that jay." he furrowed his eyebrows. "i mean im not the prettiest seed in the pot if that even makes sense."
"exuse me. juliet that metaphor makes sense but not for you i mean look at you, you're beautiful," he gave me a smile and i looked up to meet with his hazel eyes when my phone virbrated inturrupting what would have been the closest i have gotten to a guy and the best day of my life because i mean justin was hot. i took out my phone and awnsered it.
"hello?"
"hey slut, you coming home yet or are you still whoring around?" it was my "dad" i tried not to let it get to me or cry about it ive done enough of that in my time.
"yeah yeah i am." i quickly said before hanging up not wanting to hear another word. i grabbed my jacket and my bag from the couch.
"Juliet? juliet wait." justin stood in front of the door. i looked down not wanting him to seethe tears that were slowly escaping from my eyes. i felt him put his hand under my chi trying to lift it up so i can look at him.
"dont cry." he said with reassuring eyes. if that even makes sense but honestly i never make sense. he leaned down kissing my lips that probably tasted like salt because crying i dont know why it taste like salt but i mean whetever. i chuckled in between the kiss and justin pulled back looking at me in confussion. "what is it?"
"you're cute jay and i mean that guy move was on point." i started laughing and he joined.
"i watch alot of chick movies." he wiggled his eyebrows. i smiled and he opened the door. gesturing his hand so i can go out the door. he followed me out taking his keys and locking the door. "ill walk you home make sure your okay." he put an arm around me as we walked down the concrete road in silence. i heard him mumbling i think he was singing wow he actually has a really nice voice you know. he looked at me as i was staring at him and smiled a looked away and chuckled before we finally reached my house as i was walking up the steps he grabbed my hand pulling me back making me jump on him. he kissed me and put me down. "you know juliet i actually really like you and i know this is fast so i want ask you right now but would you like to go on a date with me?" he asked HE FINALLY ASKED I WAS FLIPPING CIRCLES IN MY MIND IF THAT EVEN MAKES SENSE.
"hold on." i ran in the back of the tree and starting screaming with excitment. i heard justin laughing really hard so i turned around and saw him sitting on the floor laughing. i walked over to him and sat next to him. "yes i would love to." he kissed my cheek and gave me a hug before heading off. wow what a nice way to end a night well this night. i sighed as i unlocked the door not really wanting to go in. i finally opened the door and walked into a big smoky living room. i saw my dad on the couch with some new whore they were both laughing and she was feeling all on him and trust me that wasnt all that pretty i think i vomited in my mouth a little i ran up the stairs hoping he wouldnt see me but he did. i stopped in my steps and looked behind me seeing him at the bottom of the steps. shit. he walked up and pulled me by my hair, "why didnt you tell me you were home you should have stayed wherever you were being the slut you are." he shoved me up the stairs letting go of my hair slamming the side of my face on the steps. he laughed as he walked down the stairs and into the living room. i silently cried and practically limped to my room and into the bathroom. i locked the door and looked in the mirror i was bleeding on my hand and had the biggets bruise on my cheek. i grabbed a bandaid and a wrappage for my hand wrapping it around my hand. I sat on the bathroom floor staring at the pills on top of the sink. i sighed because i mean i cant do this i have justin now and hes all i ever want and need. i layed down and before i knew it i was asleep.
so i updated another chapter 2 because the other one wasnt really good so ive done a new part of chapter 2 and im actually going to start updating im just really lazy.
