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Onii

"I don't know what's the matter with me, I'm so weak now. I've been broken."

He turned to look at me- Trouble filled that piercing gaze that I remember from so long ago.

"I'm not me anymore."

Oh, how such a small moment had managed to spark something so big for the two of us. I don't know why I decided to approach the man- Of course, he was found appealing to me. He reigns the need for help- Desperate enough to speak of something so damn personal to someone he didn't know... at least that's what I believe.

I remember both of us sitting at the edge of that cliff. Looking over the shore while we both contemplated the people in our lives back then. One struggled with being themselves- with finding importance in their significant other. While the other fought whether or not the person he was with- was truly the right man to be with.

Regardless we became close. Closer than any relationship that had bonded itself to me in such a fucked up community.

"So then, Think about it carefully babe. But not so damn much that you decide that you actually consider jumping off of this cliff."

"I won't jump, I have someone who actually enjoys my company and me being myself around them. So, Unfortunately for you babe, You're stuck with me."

And was I stuck with you. I didn't know I'd be stuck with your stupid and overrated problems to Onii-. I could already hear your little sobs from breakups- Oh and there was a time that I absolutely hated your guts. I believed you had the wrong intentions towards me- How I would've loved to bash that stupid endearing smirk into a wall at that time...

Only to realize that fighting you over that person... I'd rather the blood on my knuckles from punching walls than any means of separation from you. How could... you were still my friend. My best friend. I could fuck around with you and get away with it because you'd  let me- you'd do the same. I was able to get along with you so easily...

Enough that I found you to be more than a friend... more so a sibling... a family member.