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*The soft sound of breathing could be heard. It was faint at first, something that was only barely depicted- until the breathing became louder and louder, and what seemed to slowly turn into that of waves crashing against the coast. Such a deafening sound of the earth heart, yet it spoke louder than anything else. Everything seemed to be in check- Nothing out of the ordinary. Standing on the ledge and staring out towards what called and beckoned for me to go. One small step is what I needed- and one small step is what I took. I forgot everything... Forgot everyone. I put my own selfish desires before anything and found myself falling...falling...falling- until hitting the waves of the water. Having them wash me up completely and pull me in hard. My head throbbed- and my eyes burned... though nothing compared to the stabbing pain that was going through my heart. Such a torment forced upon it- for a moment I wondered if dying from this pain or a lung full of salt water would be justified... and just when I felt myself start to give up. The water surrounding me became a hot and warm feeling. Bubbles arose all around me frantically- and did I find myself flurred by a number of them before my vision was completely cleared- and I simply stood outside a diner. The sound of crickets rung around me- the occasional siren of a police car rung out in the distance. And the false flicker of the dying diner sign above me rang loud to me. I could've sworn I've been here... I could've sworn this place had brought some means of comfort to me... I walked around the place, confused beyond hell to the reason I even here. Walking along the diner did I slowly start to trudge away from it- the soon had quickly fallen behind the mountain, and out arose the sun. The sound of chirping birds grazed my ears and the sudden amount of growing trees pacified around me. I didn't feel phased at all to see my complete surroundings change. Did I realize I was before a pond... Leafs dropped themselves onto the water and sent many ripples to go through it. I simply watched as more and more leaves began to tumble down- faster and faster with each breath I took, before a high wind blew them all to the sky, gaze up as they became smaller and smaller- till they had disappeared from sight.  Returning my gaze from the sky and back to my surroundings- I was once more found myself in a different area. Familiar as the rest- the sun had run around its time, and the moon had decided to flesh its way to the night sky, And as I leaned against the wall with a cigarette in hand. Uncertainty clouded my soul- regret pained at my brain. Nothing more than guilt washed over me... though it was all over powered by a soft touch against my lips... yet nothing was there to be seen as to what might've caused such a remarkably settling gesture. Did I sense myself crave for more of the touch as I leaned forward and shut my eyes- letting myself fall against the pavement, though impact never came? That pain and torture I had once felt now left my form- I was left to float in the darkness. I felt to be falling... though instead, I was arising until I got to the ledge and lifted myself up. Before me was the same coast that I once looked down upon... though the sunset now rowed before my very eyes. The water obtained a beautiful orange hue- and everything seemed to be settled... Did I finally hear that deep voice call out to me? 

That's the one...

He who brought light into the simplest moments.

He who breathed life into my soul.

The sound of laughter has never sounded so sweet.

The feel of smiling never felt so amazing.

do I seem to do this the most around you?