You used to despise the word "lust" and everything the revolved around it. The sound- even the mention of the word would make your face contort into something of disgust or pure hatred. Yet now you seem to embrace such a word so easily. Almost as if from one day to another you realized how idiotic it was to go against it in the first place; though you have that realization now, I can't help but to feel anger towards you. I admired you for your confidence in your decisions. For your hard headed reason and the words that seemed to flow from your mouth on how certain your points of view were. Yet to see you change from one thing to another.
I now knew your truth, your upmost capability of being able to hold onto something.
You can't.
You will slip, and you will drop it all in one motion. It won't matter till then. It won't ever matter. For you have made an image for yourself that you believe is unbreakable- and invincibly coming to the human eye. Though I know you better than any human eye could detect about you.
It's the reason why I find you repulsive. The reason why I even thank you for taking such a drastic turn in your life.
The reason you revealed your true self to me.
And all of the harm that's come with it.
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