Love the greatest poison

It's a gift-you keep those

It had been months since..... since- he couldn't even bring himself to think it but all the images went through his mind no matter what he did he-found him laying there, and if you didn't look closely he looked peaceful, merely asleep, but no look even closer. First you'd see the bloody note. Then you'd see why it was bloody. The note-that note could break anyone's heart.

Hello my name is Dean Winchester. I'm an Aquarius. I love my brother. My dad. My friends. And castiel. I'm sorry about the blood and am sorry if you can't read it but before I go I need everyone to know something. Me, I was a fuck up, and I had the best of family. One that I know I didn't deserve. I know the last time I screwed up was bad. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. I can't take any of that back I know. I also know one more thing. Cas this part is for you
I don't have much more time, but I just wanted you to know. I love you even if you didn't love me back. Look in my pocket
Love,
Dean
What Cas found in his pocket was the mixtape that Dean made for Cas long ago. It was the one he threw at Dean when they broke up. On it it read was a piece of paper taped to it and what it said was:
Hey it never did feel right to say goodbye, did it? So for now, see ya then.
This is a gift you keep those