Unwanted |Demi Lovato & Maddie De La Garza|

6 - Finding Out

Demi's Pov.

I wasn't sure why Maddie looked so strange. She looked pale,and about to pass out. "You look dizzy,Maddie..are you sure you're okay?" I asked,concerned.

"Gosh,Demetria! I'm fucking okay,now would you shut your little ass up?! I'm so sick of you always asking about me,I'm okay,I'm alrigh-" she stopped talking and fell over.

Shit. Maddie. Fainted. Shit. Shit. Shit.

"Someone,help!!" I yelled,about twenty people came to see what happened. Then a girl came and asked what's wrong. I told her about Maddie,and she said she doesn't know what to do and that I should take her to the hospital after the flight is over.

I knew that,you bitch! It was pretty obvious! The plane lands in twenty minutes..can Maddie survive that long? What happened to her anyways? I was in shock. I couldn't take it. Was I that bad of a sister that I made her keep a secret from me? I'm so horrible. Ugh. I kept shaking her,but she wouldn't wake up.

2 hours later.

I was in the hospital,still waiting for the doctors to come out. What the hell happened? What if she wasn't okay? My life would be over. I'm such a bad sister. Finally,the doctors came out.

"Madison De La Garza's family?" he asked. I stood up, "I'm her sister,Demetria Lovato." I said with a worried look on my face. "Maddie's doing fine. She just hasn't ate in a while,and got dehydrated. Also,she lost a lot of blood." the doctor explained. Blood? How? "What do you mean she hasn't ate in a while and lost a lot of blood?" I was about to cry.

"We found cuts on her wrists. I think that's from self harm." the doctor stated. At that moment,my heart shattered into a million pieces. I literally broke down,crying. Drowning in a river of never ending tears. "Miss Lovato,I'm so sorry to tell you this..but I think she has an eating disorder. Madison only weighs seventy pounds,very abnormal for a 5'4 twelve year old. She doesn't have enough nutrition." the doctor read of his clipboard then walked away.

Oh.My.God.

I feel so broken right now. Nothing can make me feel better. Maddie is only twelve. She's so beautiful,and she's going through this shit?! I'm so worthless. What kind of big sister am I? I slowly went into the room. Maddie was crying into her pillow. My heart broke once again. I walked over to the chair and sat next to her.

"Maddie?.." I said quietly. She glanced at me with her blood shot red eyes. She must have been crying. "You must hate me now. I'm so childish,so stupid. I'm sorry I let you down,Demi. I knew you didn't want me to go down this road,and I did it to myself." she choked.

"Babygirl,don't cry. Why did you ever do this? What made you like this?"

"All the hate. The gossip sites,the bullies,the paparazzi,the skinny girls everywhere I go." she grabbed a tissue. "Maddie,you're so beautiful. Don't listen to them,they're not worth your tears. You are who you are and you're perfect that way." I smiled.

"Thanks Demi,I wish it was true."

"Madison De La Garza,don't you ever say that! Every word I said was true and forever will be. I won't let those stupid idiots bring you down. I won't let you fall because of them. If they want to get to you,they gotta go through me. Don't listen to those bitches,they spend their miserable lives bringing people down. That's how they roll. We need to learn to ignore their hatred. We need to stay strong."

"I love you so much,sissy!" she pulled me into a hug. "I love you too Maddie,now promise me you'll eat and keep it down." I looked at her, "Demi..I'll try..but I can't promise. I'm too fat anyways,why would I eat?"

"Madison! You have curves and they are gorgeous! Now shut your mouth." I demanded. "Ugh fine." she giggled at my weird face.