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Chis...
"Chris..." I heard echoed but all I could see is these bright lights, I tried to open my eyes but I was so weak. "1...2...3...Clear!" I hear them say before I felt a shock jolt through my whole body, I must didn't respond right cause I felt same shock seconds later. But this time I felt it more powerful and my eyes faintly opened then I heard a loud relieved sigh and felt a warm hand against my cold body. I couldn't recognize who it was but I'm in a trance so nothing was good. I felt so weak I just let my whole body go and just closed my eyes and went into a deep slumber...
Two Days Later...
I was able to open my eyes without the sandman pouring more sand on me, I looked around and notice I was in the hospital. I looked to my right, there was a table full of get well soon cards, balloons, and flowers. To my left was Lauren sleep on the small couch they had in my room. I was surprised and angry, she basically put me here, I just didn't want to see her. I analyze her from head to toe, her hair was in a messy ponytail, her face was pale and her eyes were swollen obviously from crying. She had on a white V-shaped shirt and some leggings with her only pair of Nike's. Basically the same outfit she had on when I came to get my wisdom teeth out, don't know why but she never really dressed up when it came to coming to visit someone in the hospital.
I wanted to wake her up but I was tied down to the bed, I didn't think they really did this to people who tried to kill themselves. But I didn't, okay granted I jumped out the window, but I was under the influence and I just wanted the pain to go away. I loved my life before all of this between me happen. I tried to remain calm but I don't like being restrain. It makes me crazy. I was about to spaz before the nurse came in
"Good morning sleepy head. We're gonna get some food in your system them have you take your medicine." She said releasing my arm, I looked at my arms and saw all the cuts on my arms it looked like I got in a fight with some razors, and they won. Before she left she look over at Lauren, who was waking up and smiled at me.
"She must be a special girl, she's been here every day by your side." I wanted to say something so wrong, but I am happy that she's here. "Yeah I guess you can say that, can I get some juice please?" I asked dryly my throat was like cotton balls and I could barley talk. "Sure sweetie," The nurse said before leaving.
I position myself so I could be able to see Lauren, I was so upset at her but she so fine which makes it impossible to stay made at her.
"Hey." I said Lauren looked at me so surprised and hurt like I crushed her. She got off the couch, walked over to me and hugged me tightly the started crying hard.
"Don't scare me like that." I wrapped my arms around her and sighed she smells amazing.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know what I was doing. I was drunk." I tried to smile but seeing her cry wasn't helping. "I'm I the reason you did it?" she asked.
That's why she's here? She thinks I jumped because of her? Okay granted I was drinking because of her, but after the 5th bottle I don't remember what I did. "No." I said sternly, I didn't want to boost her ego.
"Is that the only reason you're here? To know if I jumped because of you?" I asked as my blood boiled. "Of course not, you're my best friend." Lauren said wiping her face and laid her head on my shoulder, she's acting like she didn't just rip my heart out. I couldn't take this fakeness anymore so I moved her away from and told her how I really feel...
"Well best friend don't confess their real feelings and rip their friend's heart out." I said folding my arms.
"Chris, can we talk about this later?" Lauren asked clearly uncomfortable.
"No, let's keep it real. Why can't we be together? I'll treat you way better than that bitch of a man you're with. The nights you called me because he was busy you talked to me till you fell asleep. With me you don't have to worry about sleeping alone. I'll always be there for you, whether you want to believe or not Aubrey's cheating. I've never seen him in action but I know him. He's a non committing guy, ask him one day why y'all don't have title and he will beat around the bush." Lauren stroked her long back hair and sighed.
"Chris, I love you but-" I cut her off "But you love him more I know that part but what's the real reason?" I asked folding my arms.
"I love our friendship more." she finally confessed looking at the window, she could have say this before she hurt me. I got off the bed and wrapped my arms around her and rested my head on my left shoulder, she relaxed and placed her cheek on my mine and sighed.
"We crossed the line and there's no way back." I inhaled her scent and smiled. "You belong to me Lauren and I'm not taking no for an answer." I looked at her and smiled, she tried not to smile but I gently put my hand under her shirt she giggled.
"Chris, if we try this I'm the only girl you with understood?" She asked sternly I turned her around facing me and looked into her brown eyes. "I wouldn't have it any other way." I smiled and lend in for the kiss
