I Have Answers [CAMREN STORY]

Chapter 4

[POV CAMILA]

Okay.. I am just going to do it..because I am way too curious...

*begin email*

Dear IHA?

Thank you for your email, I really enjoyed reading it.. I just don't really get why you would send it to me. And yeah I have a couple of questions for you. I'll just list them to make it a bit easier......

1. Who are you? 

2. Why are you doing this?

3.How do you know this stuff about me?

4.Do I know you in real life?

*end email*

No..No..No.. Those are stupid questions. Wh would they email me from an anonymous email account if they would be okay with me knowing who they are.. I really should come up with some better questions..Maybe I can get them to tell me who they are without asking directly.. but hmm.. Maybe I should start just talking to them first..before starting a whole interrogation..

*begin email*

Dear IHA,

I would love to know who you are and most of all why you are sending me this. I have thought about it for a couple of days now.. as you probably have noticed by my kinda late reply..I just wasn't sure that you aren't some kind of crazy person or stalker or even maybe someone from the crew pranking me. But I am way too curious.. so if it's the crew pranking me: haha very funny guys.. If it isn't the crew pranking me, I wanna know who you are. Because I don't believe you are really the person this song is about..That would be crazy and I don't think that person even really likes me anymore tbh.. But still I would like to have some kind of a "pen-pal" but I don't know.. You probably think that's weird.. It's just sometimes life gets crazy and I would like to talk to someone about it. I Always had someone I could talk to but we aren't really talking anymore.. I have no idea why I'm telling a stranger this. Sorry for rambling..  But just if you are open to it.. let me know. And yeah I don't really have questions back yet... I just would like some hints about who you are. So I know you are someone I can trust...

So bye.. I guess...

xx Camila

*end email*

*SEND*

"I hope this was a good idea"

[LAUREN POV]

* 1 new message*

"God.. why is Lucy still texting me.. Does she really not get that I'm mad at her..I mean she fuckig outed me.."

*FLASHBACK TO A COUPLE YEARS AGO*

Oh God.. I just told her..I really did..I just came out to my best friend...and she came out to me..

It was the summer, Lucy was home alone, her parents and siblings were gone for the weekend. She asked me if I wanted to hang out with her for the weekend so she didn't have to be home alone. Ofcourse I was in for a couple of days just chilling and hanging out with my best friend (and crush..).

So the first day we just listened to music and talked all day..As it got later we started to get tired. We went to her room and she showed me her window. I was like "Yeah I know a window really exciting..." But she opened it, put a couple of pillows in the window sill and sat down there, I sat next to her and we sat there just staring outside for some time. Just the music playing in the background and us looking out over the streets. As it started to get cooler outside she moved closer to me. That's when I started to feel guilty about the situation.