I Have Answers [CAMREN STORY]

Chapter 5

LAUREN POV

*1 new email*

Shit.. Is it really?.. Did she react?..

It takes everything in me to not go over and look. NO.. I need to get my bag and meet the others.. But I am so curious.. Maybe I can just check if it really is her..

God I'm nervous..

I check the notification.. 

Shit.. It's her.. 

"LO?! YOU COMING OR NAH?"

"YEAH"

 I shut my laptop and meet up with the others. What the fuck am I going to do now?

CAMILA POV

So I send it this morning.. Still nothing..Maybe it really was someone joking..Or a fan just checking if it was my email..god..I feel so stupid.. 

I wish I could talk about this to someone.. I need to.. But I can't talk to the crew because what if it was one of them. It would be so embarrassing.. I wish I could just text Dinah. She would help me. Well.. she probably would laugh at me first but then she would help. Actually.. I could text her.. I still have her number..But shit what if she blocked me.. AH.. I don't even care anymore, I am way to far in the weird stuff to care anymore.. 

* begin text to Dinah *

Hey Dinah,

You probably blocked me and you probably don't want to talk to me.. But I miss you.. like a lot. I miss talking to you, laughing with you, I even miss crying with you. So yeah I am texting you because this really weird thing happened and I really need and want to talk about it with someone.. no wait.. I really need to talk about it with you. I would get it if you don't respond but I hope you do..

xx Mila

*end text to Dinah *

I hope I am not going to regret this.

* send *

POV LAUREN

Dinah and I are walking to my room after getting icecream and hanging out. I really tried being social and talking and having fun. But I couldn't. It's just.. I send her the email but I never really expected her to respond and I have no idea what to do now..

We get into my room. Dinah sits on my bed as I get my laptop to watch some netflix together. I see Dinah is checking her phone so I quickly start reading the email. I finish reading and look at Dinah who looks really shocked.

We lock eyes and at the same time we say : " Holy Shit"

" You first!"

"Okay we need to stop saying stuff at the same time.."

"DJ you go first"

"Eh okay..Only I don't know how to tell you, what to say.."

"Well I can't exactly read minds.. So you will have to tell or show me."

"Catch!"

She throws her phone at me, and there it is. A text from Camila. Camila, the camila who left the group. The camila I have this huge crush on. The Camila I send that mail to.. The Camila I thought I would never hear from again. She just texted Dinah..

"Holy Shit.. What are you going to do with it?"

"I think I should reply.."

"You sure?" Shit this is not a good thing.. What if Camila tells her about the mail.. 

"It seems like she really needs me Lo."

"But what about the management?" 

"I don't care..If a girl needs help, I'm gonna help!"

"Yeah.." Fuck..

" I am going to reply, but I have no idea what..I could use some help. You in?"

No..nope..no.. I can't.. she will find out.. o god.. why even did I send that fucking mail.. I should have just send her a text... Why am I so stupid.. NOooooooo..

"Sure, I'm in.."

-Yeah I know I didn't upload for ever.. I suck I know..But I try..