Sabezra Oneshots

'Just a Friend' Part 6

LAST PART(of this mini series)!!! Lemme know if your happy or sad about this. I'm sad its almost over, but happy I don't have to write it anymore XD K, thanks, and enjoy!!
PS finally some real Sabezra!!!

Vader had disappeared somewhere, and the crew quickly checked for records of Ashton's parents. It was a surprise to no one that they didn't exist. The crew then got on the ship and delivered the supplies. Kanan and Zeb pushed them out the ramp when they were above the designated area, and they watched them fall to the relieved people. Then they left, and went to Lothal. Hera knew Ezra was hurting and would prabably want to see a familiar place which was why she chose Lothal.

It was a quiet trip back. Everyone kept to themselves, giving Ezra space. He didn't spend much time in his shared room; instead, he sat in the gun-mans chair, either looking at the stars, or the picture of him and his parents. He was still processing what had happened. His very first best friend had betrayed him and his crew; it was hard for Ezra to even trust himself anymore.

Ezra's POV

"I'm a failure," I whispered to myself, wiping tears away from my face. "All of Kanan's training, out the window when I needed it most." I dissengaged the picture of my parents, and looked out at the stars. I put my hands behind my head and leaned back, sniffing. I stared at the brights balls of gas, overthinking everything that happened recently.

While moments ago my tears had stopped, they now came rushing full force down my face. I clasped my hands to my face, leaning forward, quietly sobbing. I just thought about how Sabine would feel about all this. She was going to hate me! After all those years of trying and trying to get her to notice me, when she finaly did, I turned her down. It was all my fault.

"Why?" I whispered, tears soaking my sleeves.

"Why?"

Sabine's POV

I sat on my bed, nursing my hand again. The cut I had got from punching the wall wasnt very deep, but it hurt like anything. I was wrapping bandages around it, then, when I tried to cut the tape, my tense, shaking fingers missed, and I cut myself. I slammed the newest bleeding finger in my mouth, leaving a metalic taste I was too farmiliar with.

"Mghmhghm!" I yelled through my finger. Still clutchting it, I fell back against my pillow, letting the tears fall. Today had been really awful. First when Ezra woke me up. Then when we got caught by the Empire. Then when . . . that girl . . . how she extracted information out of Ezra . . . how he LET her extraxt information out of him . . . . It made me SO mad.

But what hurt me most was that he chose her over me - in an instant. As soon as he laid eyes on her, it was like I didn't even exhist anymore. Just as we had finally been getting along, and I finally maybe started falling for the funny jedi, he left me, just like that. It tore my heart in half.

But then I thought about how I could have prevented it. I could have told him I didn't trust her. I could have been more vocal about how I thought her 'meeting a friend' was strange. Maybe if I had said something, none of this would have happened.

I clentched my eyes shut, rolling around in bed, trying to release some of the pent up anger and confusion I had.

"I'm never talking to that backstabbing Loth rat again!" I thought bitterly to myself. When I realized what I had just thought though, I couldn't stop the tears.

"Why, Ezra?" I thought, hugging myself.

"Why?"

No ones POV

They arrived at Lothal at night. Ezra immediatly left the Ghost, walked over to a cliff, sat and looked at the moon. He took a deep breath of the cool air, rubbing his hands in the soft grass. He knew he needed to think about what he was going to say to Sabine. Somehow, he had to get her to forgive him.