*i highly highly highly suggest listening to a sad playlist as you read this. It really sets the mood and gives you the whole experience that Josh is feeling i think.*
Joshua Dun is attending his best friend's funeral and relives some of the memori...
Enthralling is what you were. What you are. What you always will be to me, Tyler.
Its hard to believe that I'm all alone now. I've always known that you would leave me eventually. I mean, how can anyone love someone like me? Its unfathomable to me as to how you did.
The stars above are like freckles. They dot the dark night skies like the little brown spots dot Tyler's skin. It's so beautiful. Tyler lays next to me sleeping in the grass. My face is turned towards his, our hands intertwined, fingers threaded together. Its peaceful outside. The grass is soft for once instead of being itchy. The weather is just warm enough for it not to be boiling hot without a breeze. The moon is a crescent, bright and the clouds in front of it are haloed by its fluorescent light.
Tyler lets go of my hand but rolls over closer to me. I wrap my arm around him and kiss his delicate cheek.
Of course Tyler isn't perfect. His hands are a little too big for his body. His bottom row of teeth are a little too crooked. His nose is a lil bit big for his face. Just a little bit.
He picks those things out himself. Just because of those things he thinks he isn't beautiful. He thinks he isn't stunning.
No one is perfect though. And I love Tyler just for who he is. Tyler could be ugly and I would still love him with every single molecule of my being because it's about personality and how someone treats you, and NOT looks.
I love him. So fucking much.
"Hey Joshie?"
"Yes pun'kin?" I don't even know why that just came out of my mouth. Tyler doesn't seem to mind though.
He giggles and pulls a little away from me, flicking his pretty eyes up to mine. "D'you wanna kiss from me?"
"Always, Tyger."
He smiles, showing off his bottom row of crooked teeth that he hates.
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Tyler rolls over and stands up before sitting on my abdomen so he's straddling me. His arms are next to my ears, his fingers tangling in my hair.
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Tyler leans down and connects our lips. His are soft and plump, beautiful. Our lips mold together and the world falls away as we lay and touch each other's hearts with our lips.
I'm so fucking in love.
I miss him. I miss him so fucking much already and its only been days. How am I going to survive weeks? Months? Years? My heart physically hurts. So does my head.
I want to be with Tyler. He promised he'd never leave me.
I will never love anyone else.
Author note: DAVID AND LIZA BROKE UP AND IM REALLY SAD I JUST WATCHRD TH VIDEO THIS MORNING AND IT RUINED MY DAY BUT I STILL LOVE AND SUPPORT THEM BOTH 100 PERCENT ANYWAY BC IM SAD THIS IS WHAT YOU GET . Bye have a good day. Also i start therapy today so wish me luck.
