"Are you ready?" I heard Namjoon downstairs as I look at myself in the mirror, wearing my husband's sweater and a pair of jeans and simple shoes.
I walk downstairs and he gave me a soft giggle as he scanned my outfit for today, "we are going to my family's place, are you sure you won't regret wearing that?"
I nod and gave him a candy smile. "It's beginning to snow, They'll understand" I clearly told then pull the keys, "Let's go?"
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I agreed to be the one to drive. We know how awful Namjoon when it comes to stuff. He became my DJ the entire 3-hour comfortable drive. he let me listen to some of his demos and been asked what not and to put the album.
Namjoon and I are married for three years and today is his sister's birthday and they heartily invited to have a little fun meal that we gladly approve.
We parked the car and ready get to outside when Namjoon holds my hand, I looked up and saw his beautiful smile. I lean and give him a delightful kiss "Let's get inside" he didn't say a word, his sweet smile is enough to make me flutter.
"I'm so glad to finally have you two for dinner, how was the trip?" His mum warmly welcomed us with a short hug and kiss on both cheeks.
The meal was sweet and entertaining as always, Namjoon to discusses what happened the entire ride and the album he's working on.
I felt a pat on my back, I look behind to see it's his auntie with her baby boy. "We cooked fried egg kimchi, we appreciate how much you love it" we cackle as the baby reach his hands for me, I look at auntie asking if she'd let me carry her son,
"Oh he loves you" she truly said and carefully let me hold the baby. I'm beginning to move side to side as the baby tries to memorize my face, "how old is he?"
"7mons"
"Hello baby," I mumbled with a baby voice and caress him lightly on his neck.
"You and Namjoon seem to relish the married life, aren't you hoping to start a family?"
Her concern halted me from rocking the baby and think of a good answer. "I...Namjoon and I haven't discussed it" I honestly reply and look down at the baby.
"I mean, it'd be nice to have a tiny boy or girl running around your home rather of your dogs"
A smile creeps in my face visualizing a baby crawling, crying and laughing with us around the house.
Reality knocks me when I felt an arm curled around my waist. I look up and saw Namjoon, he bends and kiss my temple and look down at the baby,
"Is this my bad boy cousin?-can I?" He said asking if he can carry the baby, I nod and carefully hand the baby,
"Looking you both of you, I cant wait to have a grandchild from both of you" Namjoon's mum confessed made us startled that Namjoon nearly let go of the baby.
"Mum,"
"I'm so sorry, I just can't bear to see you with kids around, it's been years since you two got married, still don't have plans?"
Thick swallowed greedily left me speechless, "to be honest," I eventually spoke.
I felt Namjoon's hand pinches my hands under the table signaling me to stop. I give him a last look before opening my mouth.
"I can-"
"-she's pregnant"
Soul let go of my body when I heard it from him, I let go of his hand and it took them a second before it finally sinks in.
"Oh my god, I've been starring at your belly the entire time, that is why you're wearing his sweater?"
I look down, can't bear to see their cheerful faces at the fake announcement he brought.
"Are you a month pregnant?"
"Two weeks pregnant," Namjoon let out offering them a smile that earns them all to believe it's genuine.
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We are finally home and I stormed out to our room.
"Namjoon lying didn't make things reasonable, why did you even announce that?!" I said extending my voice in frustration.
"Just because," he responds casually as he observes my motion with his stare
"Oh please, Namjoon!" Heavy breath let out as the tears starting to form, you look down and silently sobbing with your fist in a ball.
"I'm sorry, I just can't bare how they will stare at you after you informed them that"
"I've been warning to end this, but you never listen" your eyes eventually greeted his.
He caresses your face and looks honest "because I'm still holding to the possibility that we'll have baby one day"
"I can't give you a gang, Namjoon. We both know that"
"There's nothing wrong with trying," he whispered and kiss your forehead
", if I have to fuck you every night I will gladly have to-" he stops as you slapped his chest that made you both laugh, he puts his finger to your chin and holds up so you could stare at each other,
"Don't give up on me, I love you so much that I'm willing to give up on having baby, Just to have you by my side"
"I can't have you a little joy jogging around the house and fiddle with dogs, naming us mum and dad, and giving us difficulty by changing the diaper and sleepless night-" you were cut off by his lips softly rested to your lips
"We can start trying again" he whispers in your lips. "I love you so much, Y/N"
"I love you so much, Namjoon"
