"Where are the lists? Are you sure you want to do it?"
"Namjoon, I spent two days to make sure this is what I want to do-Just please do this for me," I said and hand him the paper.
I heard him sigh and start reading the list. As he look at the list, I saw him bit his lower lip and gulp and I knew what he just read.
"Do you want it?" I innocently asked.
"Do you want it?" He asked back and look at me intensively.
I smile and nod "Yeah" I answer out of my breath. "We can start this Monday so we can finish this exactly Sunday, what do you think?"
"Well, why don't we start now? I mean-It's Friday and we can finish this on Thursday"
I gave him a no-to-your-opinion-look and he chuckle "Okay, let's start on Monday." He said, folding the paper and slipped into his pocket "Let's go have some coffee? It's getting cold out here."
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Monday
We hold hands
We are quietly watching the snow fall when I felt his hand holding mine. I look up at him and he's too focused on the snow, I smile and squeeze our hands and look back at the snow.
"Thank you" I mumble and smile. Not looking at him.
"I want to kiss you right now, But I have to wait days to do it."
We look at each other and I see the sadness formed in our eyes.
Tuesday
We go on a date.
He looks so good with his Black trench coat and gray turtle neck outfit while I'm wearing a red wine coat dress.
"You look nice."
"I know"
"I want you to compliment me back"
I chuckle and nod "I want to do the day 5 with you, Kim Namjoon"
His shy mannerism shows and it made me laugh and enjoy the night.
Wednesday
We hug.
We are still on the couch watching some chick flick movies.
"Can we stay like this please?" he said while hugging me from behind. I felt his heavy breath in my hair.
"I haven't washed my hair, baby"
"Yeah I can smell"
Thursday
We kiss
"I told you to clean your room, right?"
"I will clean it later," he said.
You knew that it won't happen that's why you suggested "why don't we clean it now?"
"Are you serious?"
A heavy sigh of relief left in your mouth as you lay on the bed. "Thank goddess, I thought we won't finish this"
You felt the bed move, you look at the side bed and saw Namjoon crawling closer to you and then staying on top of you.
"Thank you"
You nod and smile "always"
He leans closer to kiss you softly.
You snaked your arms around his neck to kiss him deeper. "God, I miss you so much"
"Please stay for a night," he said and pull away, His eyes are telling him to stay.
"Please promise we will do it tomorrow, Not 'Do it Again', okay?"
He nods and smiles, showing me his sweet dimples, "I promise" he said and lean in to kiss you again, with more pleasure this time.
Friday
We make love.
We planned to do this in my apartment but he suggested doing it here instead.
He kisses me like there's no tomorrow, his touch makes me regret this list. I just want to crumple the paper and throw it away but, I can't.
"Namjoon" I moaned and look at his lust eyes,
"Yes, baby?"
"
I love you so much"
He stops and closes his eyes, I look up at the ceiling with tears in my eyes.
"Y/N, please don't make this hard for me" I look down and saw him sadly looking at me. I wipe my tears like a kid and sniff
I pull him closer and kiss him with all my heart "I'll be right beside you no matter what" I said and let him continue to make love with me.
"I love you"
Saturday
Pillow talk.
We are laying on his bed and have been staring at each other for an hour now.
"Remember two years ago when we are planning everything, the house, the kids," I gulped "We getting old together?" I said to him and he can't help but nod and smile
"It was like yesterday when everything was simple and quiet"
"Yeah, it's so good to remember that"
"Can we extend this list, please? Make another week with me"
"I want to but the tour will start in a month."
"You can come to our practice and my studio, we-" he paused and gulp.
I smile and lean closer to kiss his forehead "we can't, millions of eyes are waiting for you all to fall. I won't let that happen"
"Just stay with me please"
"You were the one who made me do these lists."
"We've been together for three years, And you will forever be part of me. I just can't believe tomorrow you will just be a part of my happy memory."
"You will say all of that now but as time goes by, you will forget about me. It'll be a little hard for me because you are everywhere" I say with tears forming in my eyes
We laugh at each other for a second.
"I will miss you, Namjoon. Please always keep that smile"
Sunday
We broke up.
"It's a good goodbye then?"
I nod and smile "I guess it is"
"Thank you for everything, Namjoon," I said as I gave him my last kiss. "You are too precious to be with me, you deserve all the love"
"You are too kind to be broken because of me"
"It's not a broken heart. It's a happy memory, thank you for that"
"Goodbye Y/N"
"Goodbye RM"
