Dying faith

CHAPTER ~ 5

I woke up at to a sound of someone moving it was still dark but the sun was coming out. The person kissed me on the forehead,
"Your so beautiful, but I can't do this. I'm not good enough for you." he mumbled and turned
I opened my eyes to see Andrew leaving, a teardrop fell down my eye.
I had never cried so much since my parents left, but the thought of him leaving me hurt. I couldn't breathe I tried to control my breath, but it was off. Black dots started to form in sight I needed air. I tried to move the door but failed and drop right outside my door I see Claudia running for me and everything goes black.

I heard little talk, but not clear enough 
"What wrong with"
I try to open my eyes but a light blinds me.
"Faith come on honey"
I try again to see Claudia looking at me with concern.
"What happened" I said in a horsey voice
"You fainted I don't know"
A lady comes in, she look like a doctor.
"Faith we are concern about your breathing we have given you medicine you had a panic attack"
I nodded it wasn't the first time it happened, I had anxiety and depression for long but didn't really say anything.
"Do you have this sometimes I can see this isn't new information"
"I have depression and anxiety it's normal" I shrugged
"Okay well here some medicine to help you"
"No thank you I don't want it, it  makes life difficult not again " I had these before they weren't nice
"Well it your choice, if anything get hard please come see me"
"Okay can I leave please"
"Well are you sure" I wasn't but I didn't want to stay here I hated hospitals they were too small.
"Yes" I got up disconnecting the drip from my hand and putting my clothes on. Everyone watch me in shocked as I walked out.
"Faith" I heard in the background but I wanted to go the gym this was to stressful for me.
I reach the gym punching the bag as hard as I could, a beautiful smell hit my nose I knew Andrew was behind me but I didn't care.
"Faith" I ignore him punching harder
Trying to control my breathing but I didn't stop. I push myself harder.
"Faith" I stopped turn to see the Andrew standing there with his jaw clenched, I was trying not to droll. My throat started burn I couldn't breathe I don't know what going on. I fell to the floor trying to catch my breath, before I could someone caught me.
"What wrong faith you look pale" I couldn't speak my throat tighten up
I coughed but it didn't help my vision went burled I couldn't see anything I went black.

Andrew pov ~
She was lying on me pale I didn't know what to do she almost looked. "No"I yelled, I panic and put her on the floor giving her lip to lip and pumping her chest.
"Someone get me a pack doctor" I yelled through minded link
It was my fault I should have never left her, I'm such a shit mate. She mine and now she might be gone. Tears flowed down my eyes at the  thought of losing her
"Sir what the matt-"he went down to her checking her pulse I froze.
"She got a faint pulse we need to get to the hospital now"she was okay I quickly pick her up, carrying her bridal style.
We reach the hospital and I lied her down. The doctor gave out instructions. I watched as they try get her back I growled when the machine went flat.
"Do something" I yelled my vision went burled I wiped my tears.
"You need to go outside alpha" he yelled as he shock my mate. She arch her back and fell back down the monitor started beeping again. I sigh she was okay but what happened to her.
I went outside to give them space and I needed air I sat down, put my hands in my hair and cried yes I cried she nearly dead twice, because of me her mate. Someone put their hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Claudia, she look like she had been crying to.
"She going to be okay" she paused
"They said it was an asthma attack she with be fine" she had asthma I didn't know I frowned
"I know I didn't know as well she a bit of a mystery" we laughed yes she was
"When can I see her" I wanted to say sorry I wanted to be with her.
"Yes actually awake she looking for you" I smiled at the fact she wanted to see me I needed her.

Faith pov ~
I woke with bad headache they gave me medince, and told me I had asthma attack. I was shocked because I never had asthma but it kinda explain the breathlessness. I asked Claudia where Andrew was, she went to find him for me.  I was happy he stayed and shocked because he saved me. He walked in, he looked as bad as me his hair messy, and he eyes dark and tired.
"Hello" he looked at me and smiled, I copied him.
"You look better,  I thought I lost you back there" he sighed rubbing his eyes. I didn't like to see him in pain, so I opened my arms out for him to hug him, he quickly hug me breathing in my scent. I sigh knowing he actually cared but for how long?