Dying faith

Chapter 11

Faith pov
A few days have passed, I don't know what to do or say. Andrew has tried to make me feel better but I guess, getting told your gonna died does take a number on you. I had to stay in hospital which doesn't help with dying
I wish I could just go home. The doctor comes in to do his checks for the day
"Hello Luna how are you doing" taking a look at my drip and vitals
"Fine" not adding any emotion to my answer
"Luna may I please say something important" I nodded sitting up straight
"The alpha he is very upset by the news and I know you are, um just spend as much time as you have don't live in regret of how you didn't see your mate as much".
He was right me and Andrew haven't been together a lot, mainly because I was, pushing him away
"You're right it not fair on him can I be discharged, please " I need to see him I miss him.
"Luna are you sure because-"
"Too much talking just discharge me I don't even like hospital" jumping off the bed I felt fine I guess. I quickly put my jeans under my gown I turn to the doctor looking at me with shocked I smiled
"I can't stay here anymore I need to live The rest of my life happy doing things I love please understand". I didn't notice tears were coming down my face till I tasted a salty liquid in my mouth. I need him right now
The doctor nodded understanding leaving me to change, I went into the bathroom to check my face I cringed I had dark circles under my eyes, I washed my face trying to wake myself up.
Quickly walked up to  w my phone, taking one more look at the empty hospital bed, the hospital wasn't that busy fortunately the breeze from outside hit my face I sighed I did miss the outside world.
The walk to Andrew house was longer than I thought. I stop at a kids park. I remember when my mum and dad would take me to the park in summer we have a picnics and went on the swings all day long, I laughed at the memory of my dad falling off the slide trying to impress me I never stop laughing so he started chasing me around the park. That was our last summer together happy, after they died. A cold wind hit my spine I need to get home I've been here for too long. After 20 minutes of excruciating walking, I really need to do some exercise I was home. "Oh wait" I forgot my keys well that was really smart I cussed at myself.
Praying that Andrew was home I knocked on the door
The door was already open weird.
Andrew smell hits my nose driving me crazy I really did miss him, but then there was someone else smell mixed with his. I walk up to his room the smell getting stronger
"What the actual fuck" I scream seeing my mate eating of a blonde bitch's mouths, It was the girl I met the first day I came.
He turns pushing her off the bed I don't even think as I take to girls hair slamming her head on floor
"Do You think your smart" I scream hitting her face repeatedly
"Why cause I'm dying I am weak now no bitch"tear streaming down my face I don't even realise she is unconscious
I back up looking at my mate staring at me with no emotion
"Are you not gonna say something huh" shocked that he hasn't said a word sorry would be nice
"Faith I- i" he went silent
"I thought I was your mate" I spat thinking of what we are
"You have broke my heart Andrew and don't you ever think you can fix" i try to stay strong but It was to much I start shaking tears blinding my vision.
"You- you I - I" i didn't know what to say
"Faith I'm sorry me knowing I'm losing you was the breaking point"
"You're pathetic and disgusting, I'm right here and you are breaking, I left the hospital to be you with you as I thought you were in upset with me pushing you away" my breath starts to quicken I try to take deep breaths calming my self down.
"I- I need air" I run out up the forest I couldn't look at his face. I keep on seeing him kissing that slut girl over and over in my head. Spots appear in my vison I stumble on the floor Gasping for air. I try getting up moving away from the house the last thing I see is me fall down in the river and the cold water consuming me then darkness.