Dying faith

CHAPTER 4

A/n the alpha Jackson eyes are going to look like those above.

Since my meeting with my mate alpha Andrew I hadn't left My room Mainly cause of shocked that I had found my mate, but who he was he didn't want me which hurt me even more. I look up to the ceiling think about life. When I heard a knock I didn't want to get up and open it.
The door burst open I looked to see Claudia looking at me with concern
"What wrong babe it been week what did he say to you" I brusted out crying the pain was too much. She went up to me and hug me
"Shh I'm here what happened"
"H-he my m mate" she looked at me
"What are you sure but why crying"
"He doesn't want me, of course he doesn't, look at me I'm nothing like those other girl skinny and pretty."
"Your nothing like them, your better than them your stronger and beautiful not pretty. "
"Then why" I sniffed
"He been through a lot he cold, and he doesn't let people in, but you can change him don't give up. "I nodded understand what she said
"Go and get dress okay I have some" friend who are you age who I like you to met" I nodded not saying another word.
I put my hair down and wore a dress as it was boiling outside. I didn't wear makeup it wasn't me.
I walk to see two girls they looked like twins.
"Hi my name angle"
"And my name summer"
"Hi nice to meet you I'm faith are you two twin sorry to ask of I'm wrong"
"Yes" they said together we all laughed.
We walked outside.
"So your new how did you get here"
"Well Um Claudia my auntie, so I'm staying here cause she my last form my family"
"Oh that sad but good because you can be our friends" I laughed maybe this will be fine.

After a nice afternoon with the girl I reach home, my opened the pack door and hear whisper I listen in.
"Who is she" a husky voice
"My mate and Claudia's niece" he sigh
"I messed it up with her man I don't know If there will be a future I really don't" I didn't know he cared. I walked in coughing
"Umm sorry I have to go upstairs do mind me"
"Well hello who are you"
I heard a growl which sent shivers down my spine
"Back off mate"
"Oh this is the girl wow"
"She Mine" the boy but his hand up
"Sorry man didn't know"
"Alpha Jackson and beta sorry for disturbing good night"
"Don't call me Jackson call me Andrew too formal"I hated how he changed his mind so quickly I needed to show him.
"Goodnight alpha Jackson"I said walking off he growl which made, me jumped but I still walked on trying for it not to effect me.
I reach my room and shut the door but it was jammed, I looked down to see a foot.
I opened to see Andrew standing there his eyes black.
"Alpha jac-" I was cut off by being pushed against the wall
"It's Andrew get it"
"Why you don't want me" I said with no emotion
He kissed my neck making me hold on his shirt trying not to moan. He sucked on my skin as move up to my face kissing me all over
"What do you think now" my eyes turn black as I cupped his face and kissed him on his lips. He bit my lips trying to ask for entrance but I tried to tense him not letting him in. He reach for my legs and squeeze my bum. I jumped allowing him entrance, he smiled as he pushed his tough in slowly making me moan. He moved form my bum squeezing breast I moan as he kissed me passionately.
"Stop" I said breathlessly before anything could happen.
He looked at me smiling
"Oh sorry sugar was that too much" he whispered in my ear
"W we can't do this now"
"Why" he pouted
"Because I said so" pushing him
"What the matter your were saying no when I was su-"
"I'm Virgin okay" I looked down I never did this before
"Oh babe it okay I will take it slow don't worry"
"Why are you been so nice"his jaw clenched
"I never had a family I lost then when I was little"
"You don't have to tell me" he nodded
"I want to, they were killed my mum and dad by a rouge attack I was 14 I had to become, alpha since then I had no time for childhood I need to be responsible as soon as possible
After everything I realized I had no one so I didn't let anyone in then I saw you my mate, I was scared you would leave like my mum and dad so I was mean to push you away. But then I realized it wasn't right." he was actually nice just scared and hurt by loss.
"I understand I lost my mum and dad they was killed uh I watched them die I've never been the same" a tear dropped down a big hand wiped it aways.
"Your strong and beautiful, you don't deserve me" he said looking Down.
"I Want you though" I said looking into his eyes
"I have Hurt and killed many"
"Shh" wrapping my arms around him and kissing him, he was shocked but then responded by biting my lips as I moan. He put me on his lap touching me all over his body. I smiled as he look at me with so much passion
"Do you want to sleep" I said he nodded, we layed down wrapping our bodies together looking into each other eyes. I slowly slipped into my dreams.