sometimes i get confused
because you play your many masks so well
and it's not until
i'm sitting on the toilet
with my hands shaking
and tears flowing
feeling like i'm going to throw up
because my emotions change so fast
because your emotions change so fast
i can't keep up
and your anger is like this
ball of fire and i get
scalded before i even realize
that you were aflame
and it's hard to accept this
because you hide yourself as snow
i can't let myself
grow
as cold
as you
so every day
every time
i reset
reset
reset
