Chapter 3
Kellin pov:
So unfortunately Matty ended up picking me up for the party, god damn that bastard he's gonna get it, who knows what my parents where doing but I'm glad they would mistreat me. When we arrived it wasn't that full I didn't expect much of a big part but after being there for nearly two hours so like at 10ish it got pretty crowded, I was wasted but I knew how to hold my alcohol well. I hadn't seen Matty in awhile I started to wonder if he left me but when I went outside for some fresh air I saw his car was still here then I saw some people arrive and nonetheless it was Vic and his friends, my eyes were glued on him I felt my heart flutter he looked insanely hot tonight but I didn't expect to see them here but what can I say it's a party and wherever there's a party you can expect Vic to be there, they walked past me and into the house and after a while I went in and literally everyone was wasted you could tell by the way they moved and how they sounded very idiotic.
I walked around trying to spot the Mexican I had be obsessing over the past five months, surely he'd be pretty drunk too so I would try and get my way to him. I looked everywhere for him after a while I kinda gave up on finding him so I went to get another drink, I got there and Vic was getting a drink he was all by himself. I walked up to the table and and got me a drink after that I probably shouldn't have gotten I was so drunk but Vic was here. I felt full confidence brush me most likely me being in my drunken state but oh well now or never right? I set my drink down and looked at him, "Vic, you probably don't even know I fucking exist and I um... fuck.. I just thought I should tell you I like you and I don't know?" I let a big sigh out feeling relief after that. I looked up at Vic with his eyes big and his mouth slightly open, he seemed to be processing it all I was so scared I kinda regretted to all that when I was about to say something he spoke up, " um..Kellin? Right? okay look I don't mean this in a rude way but first off you're not my type and I don't like you like that I only see you as some stranger who just freaked the fuck out of me, I'm sorry.....", I thought for a couple seconds, " wait you're gay?" he nodded, " but you don't know that you could end up liking me? how about you just give it a try with me just once?" he looked like he was thinking about saying yes but he looked at me apologetically and said "I'm sorry but no" and with that he walked away. I felt okay I mean I didn't really expect him to say yes so yeah but that still brought sadness, happiness and anger to me.
1 sadness - because he rejected me and i felt so hurt, he didn't want me.
2 happiness - because now i know hes gay and it'll be easier to have him when I get him.
3 anger - because i couldn't have him, i wanted him to be mine and only mine, in my mind I would kill anybody who go near him for the rest of the part even though I knew they had absolutely no chance with him.
I guess since I know he's gay, I'll text him and stuff maybe he'll get a liking into me. Hopefully he would but he's Vic, Tony told me he can stubborn as hell and it'll take some convincing. God dammit, why is he making me this to him.
(a/n)
Written by; xkellinlovesvicx :)
These are really short chapters but its okay i guess
so idk but i hope you guys know these are gonna be like i guess either daily updates or almost daily so yuh hope you guys enjoyed it!
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