Chapter 5
Kellin pov.
After my parents left that night i didn't really come out of my room the rest of the weekend, i didn't want to face my parents when they were sober. I physically nor mentally was prepared for what could happen to me so i did my best to avoid them.
Once Monday came i became nevous what if Vic told the whole school about me asking him out? I dont think people knew he he's gay well except me because not even Tony knew, anyway I'm not prepared for bullying I may be openly gay but not everyone knew they just never found interest in my life. Pushing the thought away, i finished getting ready for school and started to walk.
I got a little to distracted on my way there and ended up being five minutes late, I walked ing and took a seat ignoring what my teacher said. I was to busy losing my mind, nobody had said anything to me so maybe Vic wouldn't be a dick about it. I heard the door open and as an instict I lifeted my head to see who it was. I guess he was new since I've never seen him before. He had a piercing on his left cheek his hair was kind of a dirty blonde, his eyes were such bright pretty blue eyes, i guess you can say i checked him out but not my type and i have my eyes on the sex god Vic.
" Uh hi im new here. " well i guess that answered my question. " Ah yes, you must be Jonny, students say welcome him" and everyone murmered 'hi' "Well call me Mr.Saunders I will be your history teacher, you can take a seat next to um.. Kellin and he will show around school to your classes" I gave Mr.Saunders a death glare what if he hates me and picks on me or freaks out when he find out im gay!?
He sat down next to me and I sense he was nervous " Hi, im Jonny" he stated, " Kellin" and i gave a slight smirk. We really didn't talk much until class ended and i asked him to show me his schedule, turned out we had every class tohether, maybe we could be friends and i could trust him enough to tell him. We were walking in the hallway just having small talk learning about each other, then i got pushed by Jack Fowler the fuckingdouche of school, " Stupid fag!" laughed and walked away, it didnt get to me im used absusive stuff because of my parents so i just brushedit off.
After I got myself situated Jonny asked me " Are you okay man? What was that all about?" and i sighed " Yeah im fine and nothing I guess he found out I'm gay" we made it to class and sat down in the back, " You're gay? Man thats messed up he should get his ass beat one day, I'll actually make sure that happens. Like seriously i can punch so hard I'll make sure to kick him on the balls oh yeah..." I bit the inside of my mouth trying not to smile at what he just said. Maybe he's just a little cocky.
Vic pov.
I was walking to class when i saw Jack push Kellin against a locker, I guess I felt kind of bad for telling people about him asking me out now he was getting pushed arounf but it didn't seem to bother him. But it still bothered me because what if one day I decided to come out and I got pushed around, scratch that I'm pretty intimidating and they ay a finger on me they will be dead.
At lunch I felt like somones eyes were lingering on me so I looked around and stopped at Kellin he was looking at me but quickly looked away and he blushed I turned back to my friends and ignored the thought.
The rest of the day went boring, it ended soon enough I was happy to go home an do completely nothing with my life. I started walking home i put my earbuds in and strted listening to Blink182 possibly the best stuff I've ever heard. I once again felt something wrong I felt uncomfortable so I looked behind me and saw nothing. I just couldn't stand this so i ran home and locked myself in my room and fell asleep with thoughts of what the hell is happening.
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writtren by: xkellinlovesvicx
(a/n)
i kinda felt like this sucked so sorry and i didnt proof read sorry if some doesn't make sense i wrote kinda rushed bc mom ya know?
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Goodnight ily 💕☺️
