Chapter 13
Kellin pov.
I just couldn't believe Vic would just play me like that, before I stormed out of the room I tied him up and left him I the mattress. Vic needed to learn his lesson, I couldn't think of anything that I could do to him that wouldn't involve hurting him.
I had told myself I wouldn't hurt Vic, I don't know what else to do. He kept trying to escape from me. I wanted to tell him so badly why I have him here, but he'll just think I'm some crazy person. What other could I make him understand that I needed him with me? I really don't have much of a choice, first I would teach him his lesson and burn his wrist a little just so he knows I'm not fucking afraid to chain him to the be instead, that he should at least somewhat appreciate it's only his hands and feet.
I got up went to the kitchen and looked through all my cabinets looking for a lighters I found one in the knife drawer and hurried to the door to get to Vic. I went down stairs and Vic was laying down on his back.
" Vic get up, now. " I said as sternly as I could. To my surprise he looked scared but still got up.
"W-what?" he said
"You have to learn your lesson so I'm going go teach you that from me you don't ever try and run, got that? " I said bluntly.
He quickly nodded his head, " Yes okay, what are you going to do to me?" he said.
I reached into my back pocketful led the lighter out and switched it on. "I'm going to burn your wrist."
I didn't say how much or how long just to my amusement and get him scared.
He just starred at me looking so terrified, and I on the other hand was trying not to laugh. I walked up to him and grabbed one of his hands and said.
" I'm only going to let go of one of your hands if you try to do anything I will burn you longer, okay? So I suggest you to just let me do it."
I heard him gulp. I could sense he was scared, hell I would too. But he needs to learn his fucking lesson.
Vic spoke up, "Kellin please I'll do anything, p-please just don't burn me!" he begged.
I brought into consideration what he offered. But if I didn't do this then he could try and escape again.
"No, I've quite frankly had enough of your bullshit, and trying to leave." I said.
I brought the lighter up to his wrist and held it there for ten seconds.
I saw tears leaving his eyes, I stopped and he just sobbed in pain. I didn't know if I had the guts to do that to his other wrist.
I left his other wrist alone, and just say tere and stared at him. How could this boy make me sad, mad, and yet love him so much all at once? I knew that I sooner or later had to tell him how I felt. Right now I got up and went upstairs and got the first aid kit and brought it down to him. Sure I could be a fucking careless person but I still love him and I have to help him, no matter how upset he makes me.
"Here let me help you." I said sincerely.
He stuttered out so quietly, " H-how can you d-do that?"
I was confused but what he meant and I guess he could tell cause he spoke up again.
"Like how can you burn me one second and then care for me like nothing just happened?" he said.
I sighed and thought of something, anything I could say. "I'm sorry Vic. I need to tell you something.." I said. I thought I might as well just say it, maybe he won't freak out? Who knows. He nodded towards me to continue so I did.
" Okay listen, this may sound crazy. I just.. " I was so nervous, I didn't know how to word any of this. " Okay so while I'm telling you this don't interrupt me just hear everything I have to say, okay?" I said.
"Okay.." he said slowly.
"Alright, so I've had this huge crush on you since like... I don't even know just a long time.. and I have this part in me that just wants you, all to myself. I don't like seeing you with anyone else, I get jealous thinking that they might take you away from me, then a few weeks ago after the party, I started to think of a way I could have you. So I just decided to take you and make you live in... here... " I sighed, he probably thinks I'm crazy, but I continued anyways.
" I never knew that I could fall for someone so hard like I've called for you, I hope you know that my intentions aren't to hurt you in any kind of way, I just want you to be happy with me, I want you to love me the way I love you.. I know I sound like some crazy guy, but you have no idea what you do to me. You drive me so insane. I didn't want to burn you, that's the last thing if want to do.. see you in pain or sad because then I'm sad too. I could describe everything about you that I love from you perfect full lips that I just want to kiss to your fucking toe nails but I won't."
In all honesty it felt good to get that off my chest, I looked down at the ground after I said all that, I was to scared to see his reaction. I looked up and he looked in deep thouhgt. So I got up to leave to leave him to process everything I just said.
I hope he doesn't think I'm some crazy obsessed person, I guess I am that I just won't accept it. I crave his love more than anything in this world. Who knows maybe he'll give me a chance to prove myself.
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hellooooo :-)
sorry I've taken a whole school just ended and fuck yeah B)
I felt kinda proud with this chapter honestly cx
who knows maybe next chapter will be Vic pov to see his intell on this ;)
uhh okay bye :)
