Chapter 14
Vic Pov.
RecentlyI haven't been able to get Kellin out of my mind. It has been a week since he told me how he felt. We haven't talked about it, at all or just talked at all. He just walks down here to feed me and doesn't talk to me or anything then gets up to leave for the rest or the day. At times I hear him and his parents arguing and I hear a door slam which I suppose is Kellin leaving the house or going to his room. His parents seem like pretty fucking jerks. They way they talk to him, and treat him. Sometimes things go quiet to the point where I just hear slapping and I just hope that it isn't Kellin.
It's the middle of the night, I'm laying in bed just thinking of how everything is. My mom, dad, and brother. Are they looking for me? Do they care I'm even gone? I hope they are looking for me. I want to be found.
I can't think back to a time where I've wanted to cry so much, and need the comfort of someone, for someone to tell me everything's going to be okay, that I won't get hurt. Yet I can't even hug myself, if I could I would and cry into my arms until I fall asleep. I don't understand why Kellin couldn't just keep going with the flirting and stuff. Maybe later I would've gotten to like him. Then I wouldn't be here wishing to be gone so none of this would've happened.
I started crying into my pillow quietly whispering to myself, "it's just a dream, it's just a dream..." and sobbed quietly.
- later that morning -
I woke up to Kellin sitting in chair watching me. I felt kind of creeped out so I laid on my back and asked him.
"Kellin what are you doing?" I mumbled, he just continued to stare at me.
"Wait what? I mean what did you say?" he said quickly.
"I said what are you doing just sitting there staring at me?" I said and kind of came out like a question because what if he gets mad? He kind of can be here if he wants so I don't know.
"Oh.. yeah s-sorry. . imma go get you breakfast actually.." he got up to walk away but I stopped him for some reason.
"Wait! Kellin?" he stopped at the door and turned around to look at me.
"Yes?" he said sounding confused.
I motion for him to come sit next to me an he did. I looked at him took a deep breathe, getting my words together.
"I've been thinking..." I paused and just looked at him, he was biting his bottom lip, you could tell he was nervous. He's so cute.
"Well I've been able to look past all this and all the good things you've done... "
Kellin pov.
I couldn't believe my ears, I wasn't ping crazy inside so confused and then it hit me. He might give me a chance to prove to him I can be good to him.
"Vic please continue..." I whispered trying not to sound so anxious.
"Okay so I don't want you to her your hopes up, but I think I might give you a chance.
And that's when my heart stopped and I couldn't stop smiling, he was. I just didn't want him to leave just yet. He's going to have to stay here just a couple more days or weeks to prove myself to him, for him to trust me. I got out of my seat threw my arms around his waist and hug him so tight as if my life depended on it. My heart fluttered when I felt him lift his arms up around my neck hugging me back.
"I promise Vic, I won't hurt you anymore thank you so much." I let him go so I could admire his beautiful face, his eyes stared right into mine. I was tempted to kiss him but I didn't.
"I'll go up and make you breakfast." I said and kissed his cheek before heading up.
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(A/n)
hi I know sorry I took years to update but I got to it, thank you for commenting on my last thing. and yeah this isn't much but hey it's something.
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