The Broken One

Confessions

Carter quickly pulled Josh off me and punched him down.

"What the fuck?!" I screamed at Carter.

He ignored me and continued to punch Josh. Josh quickly push Carter off and began to punch back. Everyone saw and tried to break the fight.

I quickly pulled Josh off Carter, "STOP!" I cried.

I glanced at Joshes face and saw cuts and bruises. Then, I looked at Carter, who's face was also filled with cuts and Bruises. Kylie and I quickly ran to the kitchen and grabbed ice packs. I handed Josh one and Kylie gave one to Carter. I sat Josh down on the couch, trying to clam him down.

"What the hell?" I asked with a worried tone.

"Why did you do that?"

"He started it!" Josh pointed at Carter.

I ran back to Carter to check up on him.
"Are you ok? Why did you punch Josh?"

He rolled his eyes and said, "Can't you see Kiana? I like you, I alway had, but then Josh came along and took you away!"

I looked at Carter with surprise, "I like you to but.... Only as a friend...." I confessed.

Carter looked down at his feet and kept silent. I stood up and walked out side to take a breathe, Kylie followed along.

"Are you ok?" She asked, patting my back.

"Ya, Its just- I feel like I ruined everything...." I said, as my voice begins to break.

"You didn't ruin anything Kiana..."

"I have to confess something to you...." I said.

Kylie looked at me with concern.

"Remember when I promised to stop shoplifting?..."

She nodded her head, "yes"

"I didn't... I continued to shoplift, the days where I'm not home after school, I was at the mall... Shoplifting..." I broke into tears.

Kylie stood silent and looked down at me. "I-Can't believe you... lied...."

"I'm sorry! I just- I was stupid, I promise I won't do it again...." I cried out.

Kylie ran back in to grab Carter and left without saying anything to me. I watched as they walked away.

Josh walked I front of me," you ok?" He asked.

"Ya- I- I'm good.... I just, I need to go...." I said, as I grabbed my stuff and left.

When I arrived the house, I ran up stairs and saw Kylie sitting in silence, as I walked in the bathroom. She saw me carry something on my hand, not knowing what it was, she sneaked behind me. As I closed the door to the bathroom, she lays her head on the door, listening to the words I mumbled to myself. 

I look at myself in the mirror, I glanced at my arm, seeing a few scars that I had left back in middle school. I held in my tears and picked up the object from my hand. A blade. I put it on my arm, before moving it, I heard a voice, " stop... don't do this.." it cried out.

I closed my eyes and the voice got louder, "your mother wouldn't have want this to happen..."

"Remember what you promised her..."

My eyes started to fill up and I couldn't hold it anymore, I sobbed quietly, but enough for Kylie to hear. I open my eyes and tears fall off. I looked down at the blade, hesitant to move, I took a few deep breaths and started to cut upwards. With the blade, cutting half way though my arms, I sobbed out loud, pain filled my body and Kylie continued to worry. She bust thought the door and saw me.

"Kiana What the hell?!" She screamed as she pushed the blade of my hands, she lifted my arm which had blood gushing out. My eyes began to get heavy, the room began to spin and I couldn't think strait.

"Help!!!!!" Kylie screams out.

My eyes were closed, I didn't know what was going on for I had already passed out. Tho I couldn't see, my hearing was still stable, I could hear sobbing and screams, coming out of Kylie's mouth. I heard sirens coming from out side, I hear so much happening, until my hearing gave up on me.