I need to help u survive

chapter 2

Harrys pov
I was bouncifng up the stairs when I saw jj in the bathroom with grace throwing up "hey u ok ? " she shook her head " it's descusting" she replys "yeah I know u done?" She nods "ok then come on let's get u to bed!." She shakelly stand up and  just throws her arms around my neak and stared crying "harry I need help I feel so empty" she says "grace don't cry cmon don't cry. What do u mean by empty?" I ask " I feel life less and weak" she sobs "cmon grace now let's get u to bed yeah ur freezing" I say as I pick up her legs in my arms as she climbs onto me round my neak I place her in my bed and go to leave "harry wait can u stay with me please" I nod and sit down in the bed next to her. She's been in the bed for about 20 minutes and she's still freezing I pull her closer to wards me and she snuggles into me more. It's 6pm and Simon walks in "woah" "she's asleep what's up?" I ask "We were gonna order food do u want something?" I nod "uh get me what ever" just then I feel grace stir she opens her eyes and sighs "hey gracie" simon teases "hey simon" she teases back "hey harry" she says in the same teasing voice "you ok now?" "Well I've been up for about 2 minutes and I don't feel sick so yeah I'm fine" she replys and she's stands up and crouches near the bags that she got yesterday. She pulls out a pair of white ancle socks and puts them on  "where u going?" I ask "down stairs" she says getting her phone from the side seeing 50 thousand text and phone calls from alex and jack she types qickly on her phone "grace u can't possibly go downstairs in that when ur ill" she grunts "here" I say as I chuck her a pair of sidemen tracksuit bottoms "cheers u coming?" I nod and she walks out of the room with Simon. Afew moments later I walk down the stairs and I hear jj talking to someone.... Grace? "Look I know it's bad but plse jj don't tell anyone" "grace I can't keep this to my self I have to tell someone this is sirious u could die! potentially ur putting ur body in my hands" "shh yes jj I know that but plse for me." There's no reply. WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT ABOUT?!?!?!? I say to my self i walk down the stairs to see grace and jj walking into the kitchen together with the rest of the boys around the island grace goes and sits at the island but jj goes to the fridge and gets out a cupcake and hands it to grace she rolls her eyes and takes it from him. What was that about? I sit opposite her she's always on her phone "grace what's ur twitter?" Simon asks "gracestella21" I instantly follow her I refresh my feed and see she posted something
People could be all around u but u still feel alone. 😪😿🖤😔
What? I refresh and see jjs put something
Grace u know I'm here for u. Wanna talk?
Ok now what the hell is going on I look up and see jj and grace walking out of the room and up the stairs "ok what the hell is going on?" I ask "we're all as clueless as u" simon says.

KSI pov
When grace walked down with Simon she looked alot healthier than earlier she sat down at the island glued to her phone the she got up left the room then we heard a massive bang then a thud I leaped up off my chair and sprinted into the living room where the noise came from to see grace lying on the floor in utter pain and her phone across the room with a dent in the wall next to her phone I rum over to grace " r u ok what happened?" I ask as she sits up obviously in pain "I'm fine jj just got frustrated that all" I stand up and also help her up "that's not true so tell me before I get the rest of the guys" she sighs and grabs her phone from the other side of the room "fine" she says I lead her out to a place in the house where we can talk "so what's wrong?!" "Well I haven't told anyone this ok" I nod "I have an eating disorder" those words stunned me right then and there "how bad? Anorexic bad or?" She nods "anorexic bad." She says as she lifts her top I could see her rib cage oh my days "grace this isn't healthy is that what happened yesterday is that why u didn't want food yesterday?" She nods "Look I know it's bad but plse jj don't tell anyone" she says "grace I can't keep this to my self I have to tell someone this is sirious u could die! potentially ur putting ur body in my hands" I say relising that im the only one who knows "shh yes jj I know that but plse for me." I nod and walk into the kitchen I hand her a cupcake from the fridge she rolls her eyes as she didn't want it but she ate it to make me happy. I was mesageing grace and she gave me her socials. Obviously I went and followed her on them all "grace what's ur twitter?" Simon asks "gracestella21" everyone instantly follows her I see she's posted something
People could be all around u but u still feel alone. 😪😿🖤😔
I reply to her.
Grace u know I'm here for u. Wanna talk?
I look up and she nods we stand up and walk out we walk to my room as it's furthest from the kitchen she sits on my bed and crys "I cant do it jj I can't" she sobs into my t shirt "shh it's ok I'm here it's ok shh" "I cant deal with all this I hate myself.!" "Wow. grace stella listen to me u cannot hate urself when u have all these people around u. Ur apsolutly amazing ur funny, exciting, kind, attractive, friendly, sweet grace I've known u almost 48 hours and all ready uve shown all of them plus loads more. U can never say u hate ur self when there are apsolutly horibble people out there who are worse than u, u have no right to say u hate urself!" I say she sniffs "oh yeah jj who would ever date or even be friends with an anorexic bitch like me I have no one jj apsolutly no one!" She says standing up "grace I swear to fucking god u say that once more!" I say raising my voice ever so slightly "SAY WHAT JJ SAY THE TRUTH" she yells "BUT IT'S NOT THE TRUTH! UR LYING TO UR SELF MAKING UR SELF FEEL BAD" I yell "IM NOT LYING I AM NOTHING! I HAVE NOTHING! ALL I AM IS A WAIST OF SPACE JJ AND U KNOW I AM U JUST DON'T WANT TO ADMIT IT!" she screams she stands there breathing heavily it's silent "I don't admit things that ar'nt true! I admit that u are NOT a waist of space. U are part of this world for a reason and that was because u have a purpose, a personality that others need without u who knows what would happen" I say she's finnaly calmed down "I'm sorry for screaming at u jj I really am forgive me?" She says " I forgive u come here" I say and hold out my arms she runs into them Like she needs them at this point she really dose need them she needs all 7 pairs but I promised not to tell anyone. Not even simon.