Learn to love again (Sequel to Trust)(Hayes Grier Fanfiction)

Chapter 21

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He set me down on the bed and that's where we hear the front door open.

"Where back bitches!!" Shane exclaimed.

"Shit" Jamie cursed under his breath.

"We got a present for Katya..."Shane trailled off.

"Hey!!! Don't tell me they left!!!! fucking piece of shit knew the door was open for them and they leave.!!!" he yelled and slammed the basement door hard, I'm think it maybe broken at how hard he slammed it.

He rushes upstairs to the bathroom too see if where there.

"Fuck!!" he yells again.

He swings the door open and we can tell he was mad but then soften when he saw us still here.

"Oh for fuck sakes. I thought you guys left." He whips sweat from his forehead. "Katya your awake." he smirks.

He has a something behind his back. It was a bag

"What's behind you?" I ask him pointing at the bag.

"It's a surprise" he set it under the bed.

"Jaime where having a party tomorrow so look your best." he cheered.

"What party?" I asked.

"Just a regular party for no accasion." he says trying to hide something.

"Now lets get ready. Boys, go get the food and drink and other shit will need for the party and Katya, you will help me clean up." he ordered.

They all went down stairs and out the door.

"What if I don't wham to clean the house." I had a little more balance and sat up and cross my arms.

Shane turn to  a little mad and walked close to me. Our heads were just inches apart.

"Listen to me bitch. I'm gonna be very very nice to you and if you don't do as I say, well babe, we're gonna have to give some consequences." He held my chin up to look at him.

"Would you like me to give you some consequences?" he pouts in mockery of my sympathy.

"N-no." I swallow.

"Good. GET TO WORK.!!!" he lets go of my face and slaps my cheek. I gaps in pain.

"GO DO THE FUCKING DISHES, I will BE WATCHING YOU." He shouts.

I walk down stairs carefully to not miss a step with Shane behind me.

I walk up to the kitchen and grab the gloves to wash the dishes.

"Good girl." he whispers into my ear.

I start the dishes, first the cups and while I was doing it, Shane whispered lots of dirty stuff to me which I felt very uncomfortable. I continued and he puts his hands around my waist. Thats is, I had enough.

"Can't you please-" I turned around and was cut off by his lips pressing onto mine.

I tried to push him off of me by putting my hands on his chest but his grip was to strong on my hips. I felt like I  meant nothing for the past days. maybe even for the past years. everyone has used me for something. I shouldn't even bother saving myself. I felt weak around him. I'm just a toy to everyone. I can't never have a good relationship with anyone. I didn't even struggle which surprised Shane so he stopped.

"What's wrong?" he asks politely.

"It's nothing that you would know. its fine, you know what, I'm great. my life is great, Shane. No worries." I say fake happily.

"You don't to convincing but ok, ..." he trails off upstairs.

I had this kind of emotion inside of me for a long time and I never let it out. ever. I didn't know what emotion it was though. It was a mixture of hate towards myself for failing at everything and sadness. Maybe sorrow. but someone keep me from letting it out. The only person who has never did anything to hurt me. I maybe forgotten him sometimes when I'm really happy; Alec.

But Hayes was something different. he was like every emotion I wanted, I would get it from him. You know when they say: Happiness is a choice, well I choose to be happy with Hayes, with Alec, I have to be happy. Hayes is... I can't describe him at all. he has changed. he's nice, funny, caring, protective and handsome. I have a feeling that he making up for what he has done. He changing for me. For everyone, so him and everyone can be happy. he's choosing happiness.

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Hayes P.O.V

I need her. She needs me. I've got to get her back. I feel like she in danger. bad danger. maybe I should not go to the party and search for her. Who knows, the longer you wait the faster she gets hurt. But I can't disappoint Julia, I don't want everyone to hate me anymore. after the party it's searching right after.