The Pain of Loving you •×(Corey Taylor Fanfiction)ו

Remember Before I Forget

××Sarah's P.O.V.××
{This chapter holds trigger ⚠warning⚠ for: sexual content, profanity, and alcohol/drug abuse. You have been warned⚠}

I loved every second of what me and Corey just shared. But I couldn't do that again, because I was with Joey. Corey and I are waiting on the guys.
"Corey?" I asked. He turned his head to me with a smile on his face.
"Hm?" He asked.
"Please, keep what just happened between us. I really want me and Joey to work. And what we did was a one time thing," I said. Corey's smile vanished instantly and it kind of made me feel bad.
"Oh, okay. I understand. Don't worry about it," he said and looked at the guys who were getting closer to the car.
"Thanks," I said. Corey just nodded, I got out of Shawn's place and claimed in the back with the other guys. I sat in Joey's lap.
We all drove to Wendy's and ate. I excised myself from the group to go to the bathroom. I walked in and felt a warm breath hit the back of my neck, making me shiver.
"Just, one last kiss. At the least?" Corey's voice pleaded from behind me. I turned around and my eyes met his beautiful blue ones. He smelled of cigarette smoke and cologne that he sprayed on earlier. I grabbed his shirt and pulled him to me as our lips met, it was just perfect. I felt him smiling as we did so, he pressed my body against the wall gently. His hand cupping my cheeks. His hands ran down my back and to my ass, he lifted me up as I wrapped my legs around his waist. His tongue found its way in my mouth. This turned into a pretty heated make out session.
Then someone knocked on the door, we stopped and Corey set me down
He quickly ran into a stall and locked it.
"Sarah? You okay in there?" I heard Joey's voice ask.
"Yeah, I'll be out in a minute, babe," I said.
"Alright," he said and walked away. I sighed and looked down at the hiking boots Corey let me wear. Corey walked out of the stall and walked over to me.
"Is he gone?" He asked really low. I nodded.
"Okay, you okay?" He asked. I looked up at him, tears finding there way out.
"It's all your fault why I'm cheating on him," I growled at him pushing him away from me.
"You could have said no at anytime and I would have stopped, you know! It wasn't only my actions!" He said. I shook my head not looking anywhere but down. I pointed at the door.
"Get out Corey," I said really low.
"Gladly!" he mumble and walked out.
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"What's wrong, babe?" Joey asked. We are currently sitting on Joey's couch, at his house. We were just making out and I was straddling his lap.
"Nothing," I said.
"Don't lie to me. What's wrong?" He asked again. I sighed.
"A old friend and I got in a little fight. I'm just kind of stressed, you know?" I asked. Joey pulled me to him, giving me a hug.
"Its fine. It'll get better. You'll find out Something, you're a smart one," he said.
"Thanks, babe," I said.
"Love you." I smiled.
"Love you too," I said.
"I think I'm not going to talk to them, and stay away from them. Because they aren't going to help my life," I told Joey honestly.
"See, I told you you could figure it out," he chuckled.
"Yeah," I said.
•×•×•×•×•×•5 years later•×•×•×•×√√√√
I stood true to my words. I didn't talk to Corey unless I had to. And I avoided him. He also got a hell of a lot worse, so I'm glade he didn't take me or Joey with him. But slipknot was blowing up.
Joey and I got out house, cars, you name it. No kids though, we don't plain too.
I only have to see Corey when they practice here or hangout over here. But Corey is most of the time, not sober. He isn't into drugs like he used to be, but his drinking got worse. I guess it was because he stopped doing drugs. He had to fill that hole up with beer.
Joey isn't my boyfriend anymore because he proposed to me. We plain on getting married in June.
I'm not planning it though, Joey's mother insisted. And she wouldn't take no for a answer.
Joey and the others got into drinking too, but that's a normal thing. And tonight was one of there "guys nights out". So I just stayed home watching Death note Episodes, eating nachos. Corey came in breathing hard and surprisingly not drunk or strung out.
I stood up and looked at him.
"Corey?" I asked.
"I love when you say my name," he smirked up at me. I crossed my arms and playfully rolling my eyes.
"What's up?" I asked.
"The guys are drunk as fuck and I'm trying to quite and get straightened out. So I decided this would be the place to go because you can beat my ass if I try to drink any alcohol," he said. I blinked a few times and then just agreed. Inviting him to sit with me to watch death note.
Weird, I know.
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"Hay, you want to hear a song I wrote? I'm tiered of watching TV, " Corey asked. I had to admit, I was getting bored too.
"Sure," I said. We walked to the basement and I sat on one of the couches. Corey grabbed a black acoustic guitar and sat down, tuning it.
He strummed it.
"Bury all your secrets, In my skin.
Come away with innocents, and leave me with my sins.
The air around me still feels like a cage.
And love is just a camouflage, for what resembles rage, again."
He started strumming the guitar louder and in a slightly different way. The lyrics made a weight be put on my shoulders. Knowing this was somehow about me.
"So if you love me let me go,
And Run away before I know.
My heart is just to dark to care,
I can't destroy what isn't there.
To deliver it to my fate,
If I'm alone I can not hate,
I don't deserve to have you.
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago,
If I can change I hope I never know."
I started crying silently as he played the rest of the song.