The Pain of Loving you •×(Corey Taylor Fanfiction)ו

People= Shit

×Corey's P.O.V.×
(This chapter holds Trigger ⚠ warning ⚠ for: drug abuse, profanity, using women for sexual reasons and sexual content. You have been warned.⚠)

I didn't completely think through what I told Sarah. Her brother, Joseph, died of a drug overdose when she was younger because he was addicted to them. So I couldn't believe I would tell her that, I just hurt her way more. I'm surprised she didn't strangle me In the middle of class.
"See you later, Corey," Joey said as he sped down the hallway. I honestly didn't care too much as to where the fuck Joey was going. I met up with the guys 5 minutes after, I walked to my car. I stopped right in front of it.
"What the fuck!" I yelled. I saw a note on my windshield. I snatched it and opened it, reading every handwritten letter. My anger raised in my chest, but also grief. I felt kind of bad, that's a lie. I felt horrible for hurting Sarah like that. But that gave her no right to bust my headlights and leave dents and shit on my car!
"Dude! What happened?!" I heard Chris state in the group of guys that now stood in front of the car. I just looked at them with anger building up. I threw my keys at Shawn's face, which he caught somehow. Then I threw the letter on the ground I was standing at and walked away from everyone. I walked to the woods on the other side of the theater. I sat on a rock not to far away from the road but far enough in the woods where no one would notice me. But I could see the road and the few people riding bikes, or walking. I could see the theater not too far away.
I sat there for about a hour in a half when I saw two people run out of the theater and get right next to the road and collapse on the ground. Then when the girl sat up I recognized her.
Sarah. Joey sat up next. I couldn't hear what he said or what she said. But then I saw them kiss. This didn't help my anger at all. As a matter of fact it made me want to go over there and beat his ass. But I had to except it, because I know he wouldn't have done that unless she agreed they were together. And that made me more mad, the thought of them being a couple.
My heart hurt, I didn't like it. Not one bit. I pulled out what I had left of my pills. I am not planning to go back to school, see any of my friends, or go home tonight. But the bar is the only other place I will be.
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I woke up with a sweaty body on top of mine. I looked at her, there was no sign of her getting up anytime soon. I gently move her body off of mine and got up. I pulled on my boxers, pants and shoes, grabbed my shirt and beer and left. Leaving some money of her table before walking out the door. It looked about 4 am and it was nice and cold outside. I pulled my shirt over my head and looked around. I was quite alone and no sign of anyone.
I took a beep breath before walking to the nearest store open. On my way over there I finished my beer and threw the glass bottle into the street. I walked into the gas station and walked to the snake area. Grabbed a bag of hot cheetos, paid and walked out. I can't legally buy my own beer being that I'm not 21, but I manage.
I opened my bag and sat against a wall and ate them. I throw the bag in the nearest trashcan and walked around until I got to Shawn's house. I throw a few rocks at his window, he walked over to the window and nodded at me. I walked to the front door and waited for him to open it. He opened his door and let me in.
"Let me guess. You got stoned out of your mind, drank until you could see straight and slept with some girl," Shawn said.
"You know that all to well," I said and sat down on his couch.
"Well, I have known you for awhile. Plus it doesn't take long to figure that shit out," he said. He throw me a blanket and the TV remote.
"Night, Corey," he said.
"Night," I said.
Shawn walked half asleep all the way to his room. I stayed up watching TV and waited for him to get up and get ready for school. He has a few of my clothes here from all the times I came here drunk off my ass and had nowhere else to go.
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"Did you NOT sleep, Corey?" Shawn asked. His parents weren't even as surprised as he was.
"No, not really," I stated like it wasn't that important.
"Corey, goddammit! You have to start sleeping! You look like shit," Shawn said shaking his head.
"Sorry." NOT!
"I understand you are heart hurt and shit. But why are you hurting yourself like this again?" Shawn asked. But I couldn't answer that for him. It was something I couldn't answer and I wouldn't answer. Shawn knew that and just left it alone. I walked into the kitchen and fixed myself something to eat and then got dressed.
I put on my old grey, Nirvana T-shirt and blue jeans. Then I walked down stairs and met up with Shawn.
He drove as we picked everyone up, Sarah and Joey caught my attention when I saw them kiss when Sarah got in. Shawn noticed me staring and nudged me, making me look out the window instantly.
"I like your shirt today, Corey," Sarah said. I smiled because she was the one that bought me this shirt a few years ago.
"Thanks," I said without looking at her.
We got to school and just like we used to everyday me and Sarah fell behind all the guys to just talk.
"Corey, guess what happened yesterday," Sarah said. I chose to just play dumb so it wouldn't seam like I was stalking them or some shit.
"What?" I said.
"Joey and I are officially in a relationship now! He asked me yesterday. Isn't that great?" she said almost jumping up and down.
"Yeah, great... By the way about yesterday. I'm sorry about th-" I got cut off.
"I know, I'm sorry too. I was just really upset," Sarah said.
"I forgive you," I said.
"I forgive you too, Corey," she said. We kind of side hugged and I gave her a smile.
"Corey, do you really want to go to class?" Sarah asked.
"No," I said honestly.
"Well we need to catch up, so... You want to just ditch school?" She asked another question.
"Sure," I said. "Let me text the guys and let them know."
I did exactly that. I sent them all a message letting them know. We walked out of the school and threw Sarah's stuff in the car. I drove to a park and parked my car. I looked over at Sarah and she was smiling.
That's when I felt my heart race a bit faster. I got out and Sarah followed. I opened the trunk and pulled Sarah a pair of hiking boots. Because she was wearing heals.
We got on the trail and started walking. I knew where we were going, but I kept it a secret from Sarah.
"So, what's up?" Sarah asked.
"nothing much. Just spent the night with Shawn last night," I said. "What 'bout you?"
"Just hanging out with one of the best people in the world!" She said.
"Damn right you are! I'm Corey fucking Taylor!" I said and laughed a little, Sarah joined in.
We hit the area I wanted us to be and Sarah's jaw dropped. It was a large field. You could see some deer on the other side.
"Corey, this is amazing. But it is about to rain and we are super far away from the Car," she said. I looked up at the sky, she was correct. The rain clouds were really dark too. I looked at her as I heard the raindrops start hitting the trees.
We ran but got completely soaked before we got into the car. Sarah was shivering and she has never looked more beautiful.
I reached in the back seat and grabbed my jacket. I put it around Sarah's shoulders and hoped that it would warm her up.
"Sarah, do you realized how beautiful you are right now?" I asked. She looked at me.
"You look pretty sexy yourself, Taylor," she said with a smile. I smirked at her. She started leaning in and I jolted to the opportunity. Because I wasn't going to fuck this up.
Our cold, wet lips touched and moved together perfectly. Nothing could be better than this feeling. I cupped her cheek in my hand, and her hand that was holding my neck was now slowly running down my chest. This caused my cock to join in. Her hand moved down to my crotch and let's just put it this way. I finally did her like I always wanted to.
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"I didn't know you felt that way towards me, Corey," Sarah said.
"And I never thought you would call me daddy and do all that shit we just did. So I guess we both didn't know something. And I definitely didn't except to take your virginity," I said. She playfully hit my naked chest. I laughed. We were in the backseat of the car, naked, sweaty and the smell of sex filled the car. She was laying on top of me, her head on my chest. My arm laid lazily around her waist.
"Well, not everyone loses there virginity at age 11 Corey," Sarah said. I just nodded in agreement, not saying anymore.
"We better get our clothes on and get ready to pick up the guys. Its almost 3," I said. I really didn't want to move, but I had no choice. We put on our clothes and I drove to a gas station. I bought air freshener and two Gatorade's.
I walked out of the store and sprayed the car (and Sarah in the process) to hopefully get the sex smell out.
"Hay! You sprayed me," she said.
"Stop acting like a girl," I laughed. I threw her a Gatorade and chugged half of mine. Then I drove us to the school to wait on the other guys.