The Pain of Loving you •×(Corey Taylor Fanfiction)ו

Iowa

××Corey Taylor's P.O.V.××
(This chapter holds ⚠Trigger Warning⚠ for: Profanity, and (talk and thoughts about) abuse to women. You have been warned⚠)

I was breathing really heavy at this point, I probably sounded like the devil. I'm doing this for a women I don't want to care about, but I can't stop having feelings for her.
I turned around and slowly walked to the back door.
I became silent as I walked inside. I walked up the stairs. This is just the pain of love. Or the pain that comes along with loving Sarah. No one is good enough for her.
I stopped at the doorway of the room she was in. I leaned on the the doorway and looked at her. She only had a dark gray tank top on and black, ripped skinny jeans. And she was bruised all up her fragile body.
It made me mad as to how many men have abused her just while I have been around these past few years. That's why she can't love. I want to fix her, and show her what love Is. But she has hurt me mentally so much. And threw it all... I still love her.
"Sarah... I think we should go," I said, breaking through the silence. She looked up at me, her hair moved out of her face. She had dyed her hair again. It was now purple, dark purple It looked good though.
Her gray eyes looked at mine. She nodded slightly and attempted to get up with one arm, but fell back against the wall.
I walked over to her. He broke one of her arms,  she had a fat lip, and her nose was bleeding.
I picked her up bridal style and carried her to my car. I set her down gently in the passenger seat and closed her door.
I called the police and left. I didn't want Ronnie to die because I would get put in prison for murder. That's something I didn't want. I drove us into town.
"Where are we going?" Sarah finally spoke.
"To the hospital, so you can get a check up and get a cast for that arm," I said.
"But I don't have insurance," Sarah tried to protest.
"Don't worry about it," I said without taking my eyes off if the road ahead. I didn't want to start a fight because I knew she was in pain. Or would be soon enough.
"What's your pain level out of 1 through 10?" I asked.
"A 2. I am honestly more numb," she said. I nodded slightly and picked a parking spot in the hospital parking lot. I parked it and got out, hurrying to the passenger side. I opened her door and she looked up at me. I smiled warmly at her.
I bent over and unbuckled her seatbelt and then carried her bridle style all the way into the hospital.
They got her medical attention right away, which sort of surprised me.
I sat in the waiting room and didn't know what else to do. I took my phone out of my back pocket and called Chris.
He didn't answer.
So I called Shawn.
It went straight to voicemail.
This was starting to make me concerned.
Then I called Craig and I knew he would answer.
And he did.
"Hay, Craig! Can you get all the guys together and come to the hospital for me. It would mean a lot. I guess I'll tell you what happened. But don't tell the guys yet, just tell them it's about Sarah. So... This is what happened," I told Craig everything that happened. He didn't interrupt. Mainly because he wouldn't.
"wow, uh... Yeah, I'll get them together and be there in a few," Craig said.
"Thanks, man. Bye, talk to you soon," I said. I let Craig hang up the phone and then I just sat here, waiting.
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I seen Craig and the guys walk in. I didn't tell anyone from stonesour to come, because they didn't really know about Sarah.
But they all rushed over to me, Joey trailing behind.
"What the fuck did you do to my cousin, Corey?!" Mick questioned angrily. He went to grab me, but I stood up and looked him in the eyes with anger. Mick started to back away slowly getting in the group of men in front of me.
"Why didn't you motherfuckers take care of this shit before!? She was getting beaten and you fuckers didn't do shit for her! So really Mick, what did you let happen to her!?" I blew up. I couldn't hold it in anymore.
"And you all need to start answering my fucking calls! Except you Craig, thanks a lot dude," I said. Craig looked at me and gave me a slight nod.
"Mr. Taylor?" I heard a female voice ask from behind me. I turned around and walked to her.
"Yes?" I questioned.
"Do you know who did this to her?" She asked. "she told us it wasn't you and she wanted to see you. But I needed to ask to make sure that they aren't able in to see her."
I nodded telling her that dick heads full name and then was able to see her.
I knocked on her room door lightly 3 times.
I heard her say 'come in' but very quietly.
I came into her room and closed the door silently behind me.
I gave her a little smile and walked over to her.
She had broken her left arm, and it had a black cast on it. I grabbed her right hand gently squeezing it.
Her gray eyes sparkled while looking up at my blue eyes. She's so... I don't know. Perfect wouldn't be the word because no one is perfect. Well, she was... Beautiful. That sounds better.
"Corey?" Sarah asked making me snap out of my thoughts for just a moment.
"yeah?" I asked.
"Thank you. I shouldn't have pushed you away. I know I love you, and I can't run away with that. Even though I have tried. I love you, and I don't want to lose you," she said. I noticed her grip tightened.
"No problem. And thanks for the apology. But I have been trying to run from the fact that I actually love you," I said. "But the guys are all outside. You want me to tell them to come in?"
She looked up at me.
"Yeah, I want to see them too," I said.
"Alright, be back after they leave," I said. I let go of her hand and walked out of the room. I told the guys they could go see her and they all did. I sat down in a chair, and then put my head in my hands. I want to love this woman. But I can't.